Thats Not Me (18+ Only)

Chapter 16

shoto's pov

(time lapse 3 weeks)

its been 3 weeks since I came to live with aizawa and mic, and things here have been going pretty easy my surgery is tomorrow and im actually pretty scared right now.

i had my hospital bag on my bed as I packed everything i would need.

kat was here with me today to help me. but i could tell he could tell i was scared.

he sat down on my desk chair and motioned for me to come to him.

I did as he asked and i walked over to him.. he put his hands on my hips and he pulled me closer to him so i was sitting on his lap, I felt every muscle in my body relax, as I shrank into his arms as he held me tightly, i laid my head on his shoulder as we just sat there cuddling till there was a small knock on the door.

i heard the door open and a tiny voice speak up.

um shoto dadzawa wanted me to come tell you that its lunch time. I turned my head and i saw eri standing in my door way as she held her hands behind her back as she rocked on her heels.

I got off of his lap, hey kiddo thanks tell him we'll be down in a minute.

she nodded and quickly walked away I walked back over to kat and I climbed back into his lap and I laid my head back down on his shoulder.

we should probably go eat, he said.

I know I just missed cuddling you and im honestly scared right now about tomorrow.

he wrapped his arms around me and held me tightly as he softly kissed the side of neck helping my nerves.

we just stayed there for a few minutes before he pulled away from me.

we should go before they come looking for us, he said.

a little late for that, i heard someone say.

I turn and i see aizawa standing in my door way.

he walks in and sits on my bed, whats going on kid?

i don't know I guess I'm really anxious about tomorrow, I'm scared and nervous. I said quietly.

would you rather just spend the day in here with bakugou and just relax so your not too worked up?

i just nodded as I laid my head back down on his shoulder as he rubbed my back.

okay you boys get comfortable ill bring your lunch in here for you. he said i just nodded as I cuddled closer to kat.

he got up and he left the room closing the door behind him. kat picked me up and he carried me over to the bed and we laid down he let me lay my head on his chest as he rubbed my back.

the door cracked open and I saw mic, he came over and sat two plates on the nightstand. hey shota told me whats going on, you feeling okay?

I just shrugged.

my anxiety is really bad I'm kinda freaking out about tomorrow.

i take it sho never you he was the exact same way when it got close to his surgery date, he was actually worse, he doesn't like talking about it but something we did was just chill and have a movie night why dont we do that we can go to the living room and have a movie night, with the family. maybe that can help you feel better.

maybe later right now I just want to lay here with him for a bit if that's okay, yeah that's fine you just come out when your ready, I nodded

he left my room and I sat up as kat kissed the side of my neck softly lets eat and watch some tv for a bit.