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Louis my crush was sitting down on a bench with his girlfriend Eleanor, like always I got jealous and I felt like crying but I sucked up my tears and still has a healing bruise from last weeks fight with Louis.
"Oh hi Louis..." I said embarrassed
Louis said nothing, so I walked off thinking if he still had feelings for me now or even if he still had feelings for me before or if he had told anyone my secret. But Louis girlfriend Eleanor was gonna say something but she thought we needed time off because Louis told Eleanor they got in a fight. I ran to the parks disgusting bathroom to cry and Louis walked in,
"Louis please forgive me I - I love you" I said on my knees begging for forgiveness.
"Love" he said pausing "Love is a powerful word" his voice cracked
I knew he was gonna cry.
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It was midnight and I couldn't go to sleep without thinking about him I love him so much, but I just can't live without him I'd say in my head I really needed help but I just don't know how. I went down stairs and got a knife my hands where shaking so hard that I dropped the knife Landing on my foot, luckily it didn't cut me. So I picked the knife up and went to the bathroom and I was scared, I slowly cut my wrist while screaming.
"Harry?!?" my mom, Anne said in fright.
"I'm alright... I just fell" I said lying to my Anne but I still haven't told them about my secret.
Anne walked off and was worried about me because she knew I was lying. So When she went back to her room I washed off the blood that was red like a tomato in the sink and cleaned my cuts, it was very painful putting rubbing alcohol I went to my room in pain making myself cry to sleep and dreamed about Louis.
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I woke up and remembered their was school, so I went back under my blankets because Louis was gonna be their, i thought to myself I shouldn't be afraid so I texted Louis.
"Please forgive me we have to forgive each other we don't want the group knowing we are mad at each other, please...do it for the group." I said with an excuse for him to forgive me..
Louis texted back saying "Your right I forgive you but I'm only doing this for the group."
But I knew he cares about me because I think he wanted me to take it negative, but besides taking it negative I took it positive and I kind of felt happy. I got dressed and I drove to school while playing "The Best Song Ever."
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Finally, I got to school I saw Louis with his girlfriend I hated her so much I prayed that she would of died, but she was my bestie she didn't know I liked Louis, because I didn't tell her my secret I don't trust anyone anymore. I only told no one but Louis my secret.
"Hi, Eleanor..." I said acting like I was happy even though I'm not.
"Oh hi Harry I'm glad you and Louis are friends again, I'm gonna tell him to invite you over to his house don't worry I'll be their!" She said very happy.
"N- ugh who am I kidding"
After that talk with Eleanor I went to the bathroom, I went into 1 of the stalls and I sniffed some cocaine and yes I am an addicted but I'm not very proud of it. I hated myself for it, one day I'll go out of control and overdose.
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The bell rang and we all went out of class to go to lunch.
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I sat with the group but it felt not right it's probably because I usually sat next to Louis, but instead I sat in between Liam and Zayn Liam but it was funny when Zayn was making fun of Louis girlfriend But I didn't say anything because,
1. She was my friend
2. She's dating my crush
I stared at Louis's blue eyes it gave me a boner, now it's stuck in my head that's how much I loved him but he doesn't love me back or maybe he does but he doesn't wanna tell me.
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Lunch was over so we carried along with the day.
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It was after school o was talking with Taylor my other best friend, she liked me but I don't like her well as a girlfriend of course if she ever ask me out I would probably just run away. When I was talking to Taylor she brought up Louis, that reminded me that I had to go to Louis's
house, but I waited until 5 minutes because I was talking to Taylor.
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Gay Love is True Love || Larry Stylinson
RomanceHarry and Louis were very good friends besides the rest of the group Liam, Zayn, and Niall were all in a group together it's mostly about Harry and Louis they got in a fight but it doesn't say their might be mistakes and o might get the names mixed...
