IF I FUCKING HEAR THE STUPID THEY TELL ME IM A GOD AUDIO ONE MORE TIME IM LITERALLY GONNA EAT MY OWN SHIT AND VOMIT IT ON SOMEONES HEAD I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE I AM SO PAST MY BREAKING POINT EVERY TIME IT COMES IT COMES UP I HAVE TO TAKE LIKE A TEN SECOND BREATHING EXERCISE IT IS NOW ONE OF THE MAIN STRESSORS OF MY LIFE IS THIS WHAT YOU WANT WORLD YOU GOT WHAT YOU WANTED ARE YOU HAPPY WITH YOURSELF LOOK WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME I CANNOT SLEEP ANYMORE EVERY NIGHT IM UP THINKING HOW THE AUDIO COULD POP UP OUT OF NO WHERE AND ILL HAVE NO CONTROL I HAVE NOW DEVELOPED INSOMNIA FROM THE SINGULAR AUDIO OH HOW MY CAREFREE DAYS TURNED ITS HEAD UPSIDEDOWN TO SORROWFUL DREADFUL WEEKS ANS MONTHS I CANNOT BEAR LIVING KNOWING THAT THE AUDIO IS PLAYING SOMWWHERE OUT OF MY REACH RIGHT NOW SOMEONE IS EDITING TO IT AND I CANNOT STOP THEM THE MOST I CAN DO IS SEE IT ON MY FEED AND SCROLL AWAY BUT I CANNOT STOP FROM EXISTING ITS ALWAYS GONNA BE THERE ALWAYS GONNA BE FOLLOWING ME EVERY TURN I TAKE EVERY MOVE I MAKE ITLL BE WATCHING ME I AM BEING MOCKED OH THE PAIN AND SUFFERING I HAVE ENDURED OH HOW I WILL NEVER GET BACK MY YOUTHFUL NAIVE DAYS HOW I AM NOW STUCK LIVING WITH SUCH REGRET AND SUCH TRAMUA I HAVE TRIED THERAPY, SUPPORT GROUPS, MEDICATION NOTHING MY WIFE AND CHILDREN LEFT ME I HAVE NOTHING I SIT IN MY EMPTY APARTMENT I AM OUT OF A JOBMY FAMILY DOESNT KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH ME I DISAPPOINTED EVERYONE AND ITS ALL THE AUDIOS FAULT NOT MINE SEE WHAT THEY ARENT UNDERSTANDING I DONT WANT TO BE LIKE THIS I DIDNT CHOOSE TO LIVE THIS WAY I FOUGHT AND I FOUGHT I FOUGHT FOR WHAT IS RIGHT I FOUGHT FOR THE GOOD OF THE PEOPLE AND IT JUST WASNT GOOD ENOUGH I CAN NEVER WIN FREEDOM IS LIFES GREATEST LIE THERE IS NO SUCH THING WE ARE TRAPPED WE ARE FUCKING STUCK IN THIS ENTERL HELL AND YOU WHAT THEY DONT TELL ME IM A GOD THEY DONT THEY FUCKING DONT THEY TELL ME IM A DISAPPOINTMENT THEY TELL ME I HAVE LET EVERYONE DOWN IN MY LIFE AFTER FIGHTING FOR MY FREEDOMS I AM NOT A GOD YOU ARE NOT A GOD WE ALL ARENT GODS THE SONG IS A FUCKING LIE AND PEOPLE HAVE THE FUCKING AUDIACTY TO CONTINUE TO EDIT THEIR UGLY STANS TO THIS GOD FORSAKEN AUDIO I JUST WONT HAVE IT I DIDNT THINK SOCIETY WAS HEADED DOWN THIS ROAD OH BUT IT IS AND ONCE IT HAPPENED I KNEW THERE WAS NO TURNING BACK THE CURSE WAS OUT OH HIW I WISH I COULD SEE MY CHILDREN AND MY BEAUTIFUL WIFE IN MY GRASP ONE LAST TIME I WOULD GIVE THE WORLD I WOULD GIVE MY SOUL THO IT IS NO LONGER THERE IT IS LOST THE AUDIO HAS TAKEN IT WITH THEMSELVES I REGERT BRINGING CHILDREN IN THIS WORLD OH HOW I FEEL SO GUILTY THEY NOW HAVE TO LIVE IN A SOCIETY WHERE THIS IS ACCEPTABLE WHERE IS AUDIO IS INJECTED INTO THEIR YOUNG PRECIOUS SOULS IT WILL INTOXICATE THEM IT WILL ROT THEIR LITTLE INNOCENT BRAINS AND AS A FATHER IT IS SO HARD TO BE SO HELPLESS FOR MY BABIES AND MY POOR WIFE DOESNT EVEN KNOW WHATS COMING IVE WARNED HER AND SHE CALLED ME CRAZY SHE SAID I WAS A SCHIZOPHRENIC IM NO FUCKING SCHIZOPHRENIC IF ANYONE IS A GOD ITS FUCKING ME I CAN SEE WHERE THE PATH HAS HEADED HOWEVER I CANNOT SEE THE LIGHT AT THE END OF THE TUNNEL THERE IS NO LIGHT ITS A DARK BLACK HOLE A SUPPERMASSIVE BLACK HOLE AND WITH NO LIGHT WHATS THE POINT RIGHT??? WHY TRY TO SAVE SOCIETY WHEN THERE ISNT A SOLUTION YOU KNOW MY LATE GRANDMOTHER JOANNE TOLD ME THAT THERE WAS A SOLUTION TO EVERY PROBLEM AS A NIEVE LITTLE BOY OH I SURE DID BELIEVE THAT AND IT TRULY KEPT ME GOING BE YKNOW THE LAST THING SHE SAID TO ME ON HER DEATH BED WAS YOU CANNOT STOP RAGNAROK WHY FIGHT IT AND I SAID BECAUSE THATS WHAT HEROS DO! OH THE OPTIMISM I CARRIED WITHIN MY HEART SLOWLY DRAINED FROM THAT DAY ON I NEVER FELT THE SAME AND I KEPT ASKING MYSELF MARK WHY WHY WHY MARK WHAT DOES THIS ALL MEAN MARK WHY DO YOU FEEL THE SUDDEN PRESSURES TO FIX SOCIETY WHY DO I MARK A 46 YEAR OLD WHITE MAN FROM A MIDDLE CLASS SUBURBAN TOWN SUDDENLY FEEL LIKE THE WORLD IN MY HANDS I DIDNT ASK FOR THIS YKNOW I DONT CRAVE THIS TYPE OF KNOWLEDGE COULDVE GONE MY WHOLE LIFE WITHOUT THIS INFORMATION BUT NO SOCIETY HAD OTHER PLANS FOR MARK AND MARK NOW FEELS GUILTY OH SO GUILTY FOR LETTING HIS PEOPLE DOWN WHY GIVE ME THIS POWER IF I CANT HANDLE IT WHY NOT GIVE IT TO SOMEONE WHO CAN CARRY THIS WEIGHT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ONE TO CRACK UNDER PRESSURE I TRY TO PUT MY GAME FACE ON BUT THERE IS NO HIDING IT JUST LIKE THERE IS NO HIDING THE FACT THAT WE AS A SPECIES IS REACHING PER EXTINCTION SO DONT GO GIVING ME FALSE HOPE THAT SOMEONE TELLS ME I AM A GOD THEY DONT THEY DONT GOD DOESNT CRUMBLE LIKE THIS GOD DOESNT SIT BACK AND WATCH THE WORLD BURN LIKE A COWARD A COMPLETE AND UTTER COWARD AM DOING NOW WHO IS GOD YOU MAY ASK I ALWAYS THOUGHT IT WAS THAT OWEN WILSON BLOKE GROWING UP I LEARNED LATER WHEN GRANDMA JOANNE TOOK ME TO CHURCH IT WAS MUCH MORE THAN JUST A RANDOM MAN IN THE SKY GOD WAS WHOEVER YOU WANTED HIM TO BE OR SHE GOD WAS WHAT KEPT YOU GOING NOW IF THEY WERE TO TELL ME I WAS A GOD AM I THE PERSON KEEPING ME GOING THEN? DO I, MARK, PRINCE OF ASGARD, ODINSON MAYBE WE ALL ARE THE ANSWERS FOR OURSELVES MAYBE... We are our own god (end scene)
