I love you....[bokuroo]

 emotions (re edited)

Emotions

Kuroo Tetsurou, a tall, slender bed head who drove the ladies crazy. People thought of him as this flirty, dominant guy. But in reality it was just the opposite. Tetsurou wanted to be loved so badly, he wanted to build the trust of a relationship and be able to share his deepest secrets with.

His trust factor had gotten so bad that he'd only been able to talk to Kenma about the things most important to him. But all of that quickly changed when his first year of high school hit. Bokuto Koutarou, the guy who loves everyone and is loved by everyone. He wore spiky grey and black hair with golden eyes that drew Kuroo in like glue. His smile stood out, brighter than the sun. Tetsurou didn't understand how it happened but soon, very soon, Kuroo became attached to Bokuto. His guarded walls becoming nonexistent towards the other.

Tetsurou began to wonder just why and how did Koutarou do it? He'd never met a person and let all his worries out so quickly. It scared Kuroo and left him in shock every time he would open his mouth to realistically speak about his day to Koutarou. Tetsurou's mind would race with random thoughts to keep him occupied from his true feelings.

Maybe because he is a captain as well? Maybe because he stares deep into my eyes when I talk to him? Maybe because I'm inlove with him? Wait inlove? No no I can't be. It's just that I haven't had that amount of affection from someone. Yes that's gotta be it I can't be inlove with bokuto-

"uroo...KUROO!" Kuroo peers up at the name calling him, his cheeks darkening at the sight. Bokuto was bent in front of him, his head quirked to the side. Tetsurou could feel his steady breathing from the distance between them.

"What's up? Did you need something?" Kuroo thought he was seeing things as Koutarou's innocent smile falter into a small smirk for a brief moment.

"You're pretty red dude. Are you sick?" Bokuto reaches out, placing his big calloused hand onto Tetsurou's forehead. Kuroo felt his stomach churn at the touch, slightly backing away.

"N-no I'm all good. Why are you over here anyways?" Tetsurou internally died as his voice went up an octive, observing Bokuto's expression contort into a look of amusement.

"Do you want to practice during our break? I already asked Kaashi and he said yes! I also asked Kenma but we both know his answer already. Although I do know Hinata will say yes; Tsukki dude will to if we bug him enough." Kuroo tries to comprehend Koutarou's statement but the intensity in Bokuto's eyes causes him to forget to listen.

After a while Tetsurou snaps back into reality once he realizes the background noise had went silent. Koutarou's only staring at him now, waiting for his response. Kuroo clears his throat, nodding.

"I'm always down. But I've got to train lev as well." Bokuto waves a hand in dismay, a bright grin etching onto his face.

"No problem bro! Meet us at the third gym after lunch!" Tetsurou sighed as Koutarou walked away, quickly getting pulled into another conversation by Konoha.

Kuroo wasn't the best with feelings, the only thing he could think of was to avoid the main source of it all...

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Bokuto appeared to be a pretty "dumb" guy. Well, that's at least what people made him up to be. But the thing is that he's so much more then that. Yeah, his grades may not be the best but his skills sky rocket in other areas. He's not the captain of the volleyball team just because of his looks. Koutarou helps bring out the best in people and seeks to be the best at what he does. He looks for improvement and strives for what he wants. Bokuto is a leader and someone his teammates admire in secret.

It was only a matter of time before Koutarou begin to notice the loneliness that lived in Kuroo's eyes. Tetsurou was much different in his first year of high school than now. Bokuto saw an shy, anxious, and fragile boy who wanted true friends.

Koutarou could never forget the smile he caused on Kuroo's face. Bokuto felt his face flush and his stomach fill up with butterflies. Koutarou felt starstruck and startled all at the same time. He'd never been fascinated with someone so much. The only thing Bokuto had felt this strongly for was volleyball and whatever Koutarou felt is what he'd strive for. And at that moment Bokuto had a strong desire for Kuroo Tetsurou. Koutarou wants and that's exactly what Bokuto is going to get.

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Sorry this chapter isn't that long🥲
And let me know if you liked this chapter idk how to feel about it.
But I will be updating soon so stay tuned.
Also what other rarepair ships should I put into the store?

(it's still not that long again) but I did re edit because it was long overdue and I just felt this story could use some improvement. Let me know if it's still good!