It was a warm and humid Saturday night in Florida. I was planning on streaming on twitch when my friend, Wilbur, came busting in through my bedroom door. "Wha- how did you get in here?" I asked, as I looked at him with shock. "George, there is a partying happening right now and I am taking you with me, so you can get out of the house for once in your life!" Wilbur said quickly. I looked at him with disgust. He knows I hate parties why is he telling me to go with him? "Your crush will be there~" he added. I turned around in my chair as my face grew a bright red when he said that.
"I-I'm not going.." I said still turned around. I could hear Wilbur walk up from behind and before I could proses what had happen, I was turned back round facing Wilbur once more. "George, come on. Now is your chance! This will never happen again!" He persuaded me.
I thought on it some more. He's right though this may never happen again. We will both be drunk and who knows it might actually work.
"Alright.." I said. I hope I don't regret this
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I looked at the house in awe as we pulled up to the party. "Alright we're here!" Wilbur said excitedly.
We got out of his car and walked up to the house. I was still looking at it because of the size.
Finally we entered the house and to my surprise there were a lot of people here. I looked to Wilbur for guidance of what to do now. "Let go get a drink huh?" Wilbur yelled over the music. He grabbed my hand to be sure I don't get lost in the ocean of people.
I looked around not really looking for anyone, as I made eye contact with clay for a split second. There he is. My crush. I just stared at him completely ignoring where I was going or what I was doing. It looked as though he was looking for someone. My eyes landed on that someone and my heart broke. I looked away to realize I had lost Wilbur, or Wilbur had lost me.
I frantically looked around panicking because I was alone at a party. I rushed between people trying to find Wilbur and ended up bumping into someone. Clay.
"I-I'm so sorry" I apologized but he just looked at me and walked away. I don't think he heard me. My anxiety started to get worse as I was stuck in the sea of bodies.
It was hot and humid in the room causing people to take off their shirts. Dancing to the music without a care in the world.
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After some time I had finally found Wilbur. We both went to a circle of people in another room and sat with them. "So what are we playing?" Wilbur asked excitedly looking around. "A game of spin the bottle." Clay said with a smirk looking at a girl. The girl was laughing at him as I just sat there feeling as lonely as ever.
"I'll go first." Some random girl said. She spun the bottle and it landed on another girl. Going by the rules of the game they ended up kissing, or making out if you will.
After a few more people went it was finally clays turn. I closed my eyes as I felt sick to my stomach but I also had butterflies. I was hoping the bottle would land on me so I'd finally have a chance.
All a sudden the chatter that filled the room was replaced by people laughing and whistling. I looked up and to my surprise the bottle landed on me. I looked to clay to see his reaction. He just looked at me with disgust. "I'm not gay." He with a laugh and spun the bottle again landing on a girl.
My heart sank. I looked down trying to hold back my tears.
I soon got up not wanting to stay any longer at the party. Wilbur noticed and ran after me.
I was almost to the car went I felt something wet run down my face. "George..." Wilbur said softly. "I'm getting tired can we go home now?" I said softly trying not to let him know I'm crying. "Sure.." Wilbur said then we headed home.
I went to my room and plopped on my bed and looked at my ceiling. "I hate him." I said quietly. "I hate him I hate him I hate him." I repeated, ruffling my hair with my shanking hands.
"I give up on liking him anymore.."
To be continued...
[A/N]
I'm sorry if this felt rushed or short I wanted to get this out before I forgot it plus I wrote this at like 5 am. I might end up going back and fixing it later. But otherwise I hope you like it! <3
