A/N this is the first time i stood up to him since i met him.
I spent time with grandma and grandpa. Mom texted me and said she is almost here so I went and got my stuff ready and I put my new phone in my bra and then when mom got here I got in and left. I had already told grandma and grandpa bye. That was the first thing I did before I left. I shut the door to their house and got in the car with mom and shut the door and put my stuff near my feet and shut the car doow and we left.
"Hey, can we get McDonald's or something plz?" I ask
"I'm making my homemade chicken and dumplings that you love" mom says
"Good, I'm still hungry but I'll be in my room unpacking and then I'm gonna color. I just want left alone" I say and then I go to my room.
I head to my room and shut the door and lean against it and slide down on it and just start crying silently because I miss my dog Tiger. My sister's dad so my stepdad killed her in cold blood. She never hurt anyone in her life and he just shot her because he thought I had a boyfriend and see the thing is I dont have a boyfriend. The person I was talking on the phone with was my best friend Brittany. I feel someone try to open the door.
I get up and know its not my mom or my sisters because they know when I'm upset I want left alone and they know better than to bother me when I'm upset so the only person left is Ronnie and if he is the one bothering me he has a rude awakening for words because I'm still pissed and I will speak my mind to him about my dog I dont care what he thinks he is gonna try to do to me.
"who is it?' I ask
"It's your dad, open the damn door before I break it down and you wont have a damn door to shut" he says.
I think to myself this man could never be my dad.
"Go away, you dont want to hear what I have to say right now. I would advise you to leave me alone right now" I say pissed off
"You open this door or I'll get my tools and take the door off and keep it off so you can no longer have privacy to yourself like you want so badly." he says
I open the door pissed. I just want to be left the hell alone and he doesn't understand what it means to leave a person alone when they are upset.
"Now, what do u want. I don't want to be anywhere near someone who just kills for no reason. So get away from me before I do what you did to my dog to you and lets get one thing straight, you are not my dad and will never be my dad. Yes my mom is married to you but that doesn't make you my dad. I will call you dad for the sake of my sisters but you are not my dad and after what you did the other day I have no respect for you but for my sisters I will be nice to you. I hate you and you will never have my love ever NOW leave me alone." I say amd start to shut my door but he puts his hand on the door blocking me from shutting it and then he comes in the room and shuts the door.
1. You will not talk to me that way ever. I am your dad. I dont see your dad around do you? and you will show me some respect or you can end up like your dog. No,I got a better idea on what your punishment can be for being so rude and disrespectful to me. You know you have grown up into a beautiful girl, your even getting boobs and an ass. Your sexy, so why dont you strip and let me show you what a good time is." He says.
"Are you out of your damn mind. There is no way in hell you are coming near my body. That's just disgusting. There is seriously something wrong with you now get out of my room." I say freaked out
"No, you will listen to me and do as I say or your dog at your grandma's will be the next to die" He says walking closer to me caressing my face
I just stand there because I never knew he could be so evil. He pushes me to the bed and I try fighting him but he is stronger and he starts to put it in me and it hurts so much and he isn't going easy on me either. He is rough with it and so I am crying and he slaps me every time I cry and he finishes. Once he finishes and leaves the room and shuts the door I take a shower in my bathroom and once I get out I put on a long sleeve shirt and my sweatpants and then I put on my foundation to block the tears that made my face red and the finger prints from where Ronnie smacked me on my face. I walk in the kitchen and notice dinner is done.
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