Today I'm in so much pain
Everything is always the same
I'm a loser in this game
I'm okay, I always have my self to blame
Tired of always holding,
Holding myself from saying
So I don't talk even when I'm hurting
Cause I might tell everyone that you're lying
I'm happy, sad terrified and lonely
These are the feelings that sounded so funny
But this is the real me, the reality
I'm trying to be happy
