Roman's Little Sister

EIGHTEEN

                            DESI

  I gasped when he kissed me. I felt my body relax as I wrapped my arms around his neck.

  He pulled back, looking into my eyes before leaning back in. I couldn't stop myself from meeting him half way.

   I was so lost in the kiss that I didn't hear the pounding on the door but, I definitely heard the man outside of it.

  "Open the damn door Dez or I swear I will kick it down!"

   I looked at Seth and then back at the door. "If we don't answer it he will just keep on and end up getting security called up here. Or actually break the door down." I say.

  Pulling away from him, I open the door.

  "By all means Dean, please come in."

  "Let me guess you saw Nia and Drew getting all lovey dovey too and figured out I was here." I ask.

  "Ew, gross. No." he responds. "I heard Drew and Roman going at it in what is suppose to be yours and Nia's room. Man is he pissed." He says laughing.

  I'm taken aback by his statement. "What! What do you mean Drew and Roman were going at it?"

  " Oh yeah. Dude is on a warpath. Apparently Drew wasn't screwing you, he is screwing Nia. Who would've thought." he explains with his eyes in a cold stare on Rollins.

   "What are you doing here Rollins? I thought I made myself clear. DESI is mine." I watch him walk towards Seth with fury all over his face.

   "I'm sorry. I must not have understood but, let me make something clear Ambrose. Until she tells me to stay away, I'm not going anywhere." Seth says matching Dean step for step.

   Dean grabs Seth by his shirt and pushes him into a wall. "Listen dickbag, I'm telling you, stay away from her."

  "Stop it! Just stop!" I react without thinking. Trying to pry Dean off Seth by forcing myself between them. "Dean let him go! Let him go!"

  He finally released him but kept staring at him like he was the lion waiting for his prey.

  I had to put a stop to this once and for all.

  "I'm done. This, all of this. I'm done with it." I turn to Dean. "I don't belong to you. I don't belong to anybody."

  "What you talking about? What about what we were doing before he came barging in?" Seth asked with a hurt look on his face.

  "What the fuck were you doing Seth?" Dean asked while clenching his fists.

  "It doesn't matter. It's not going to happen again. I can't be with either of you." I explain turning my back to them so I can finish. "Because I want to be with both of you."

  It was silent after my confession. I waited and took a deep breath before saying anything else.

  "So now you know why I've been acting like I have. I'm going to go take a shower. Make sure the door closes on your way out."

  "I'm sorry for all of this." I say as I walk away from them both.

  I couldn't handle looking back at either of them. I closed the bathroom door and felt my heart breaking as it clicked shut.