Lost In Time

Part I - The Literal. (A Personal and Written Thought.)

This portion, is eligible to skip if you please, it's the first meaning to L.I.T. many people experience a laspe in their memory. A loss of time. From Epileptics to War Heros it could be anyone. One moment you're in your room, the next your kitchen, or a hospital, a mental institution. With no recollection of what you had just done, who is to say you're guilty of a mess in the house, or even murder?

Many people, as well as I, have experienced this. Now, because I'm typing this on my tablet, you can guess I just didn't know how I went fom my room, to my kitchen, my parents room, our deck, and to my bed. I had even had several full conversions with my girlfriend. I was active, I don't do any drugs, I haven't drank. All I can do is question why this happens to me.

What honestly petrified me to the core, not a few moments ago, is the realization that I clearly was not in control of my actions. Some people do drugs and find that soothing; I hate it. Right at the moment I type this I'm shaking and on the verge of tears. I have been trying all day to recall my actions. I simply cannot.

For many , no thousands of people elsewhere this lost memory could be the difference between incarceration or freedom. For others, it's the fear of lost time, to be lost in time and not know how much time you just forgotten, or maybe didn't even remember. The thought of jot recalling actions may not seem too horrid to most people, but let it sink in.....

You're getting ready for bed and you decide you're hungry. You are then suddenly in your kitchen and you can't recall how you got there.your mom asks you if the food you're making tastes good and when you turn to answer she gone, when she comes back she tells you that you told her this ten minutes prior. You begin to question what just happened. Then you're in your room, hungry and questioning where your food is. Maybe you just fell asleep. Until he next day you are asked a question.

"Why did you decide not to eat and throw your food away last night? We were having a fun conversation." your mother doesn't realize you can't recall anything. Suddenly, you realize, you've never done drugs or drank alcohol, or at least not recently. You're lost in time. How many times has this happened before?