2D dragged the sharp blade across his pale skin one more time. He hadn't slept in days and just wanted to go home. When he was in his apartment he didn't have to worry about Murdoc. 2D was at peace for that short time; he wasn't cowering in fear. The younger man looked up to the alcoholic, but was only thrown aside. That kind of rejection takes a rather nasty toll on ones mental state. It would be absolutely least expected that he missed the abusive "band leader", but he did. The truth was that 2D was more than attached to the man.
The bluenett laid there, not bothering to stop the bleeding. Why him? Why did he love someone so cruel and heartless? His feelings would never be shared, I mean Murdoc kidnaped him and forced him to record the new album! What kind of psycho dose that? His psycho apparently.
Some more blood spilled onto the sheets as Murdoc walked in holding a new song to be learned. "Oi, lets go, fa-" His eyes widened and he dropped the papers as his eyes landed on the dripping red liquid. He quickly removed his shirt and wrapped it around the gash, desperate to stop the bleeding as quickly as possible. "The bloody el' were yew thinkin?!" Murdoc shrieked.
"D-don', don' bover." 2D chocked, grabbing the older mans attention. "We bof know yew only wan' meh alive for meh voice." He was done with this torture. The unbearable agony that the older man always put him through. "I don' need this anymore." Tears slipped from his black orbs as he laid pressed against the pungently smelly man.
"Shhhh." Murdoc hushed him. "Yew don' want tha', jus' hold on." He begged. The bassist's heart was racing and his hands were sweating. How could he fix this? What had he done?
"Why?" The dizzy singer asked. "Why do yew hur' meh?" He cried harder. "Wha' if I only wanted yew to wuv meh?" Murdoc didn't know what to do, he's never know what to do when it came the kind spirited, 2D. "I wuv yew Mudds!" At that, Murdoc nearly fell over. Love? Him? How could anyone love him? "Yew wanna kill meh now, right?" 2D asked as he starred at the celling.
Nothing but a few silent sobs were heard. Shockingly they weren't coming for the nearly unconscious man child, but the green toned satanist, who was hugging himself as if it would hold his breaking heart together. "I'm a monster!" He sobbed, rocking back and forth as he pulled at his greasy hair. He had never hateded himself more. He didn't know how to be kind or show his love, he'd never been taught.
2D reached up with his free arm and brushed Murdoc's bangs from his different colored eyes. "I wuv yew." He stated once more in a whisper, then he was swallowed in two strong arms. The boy was shocked. Never had he dreamed Murdoc would hug another person, let alone him.
"Stay with me." Murdoc pleaded in a breathy voice. He sounded defeated and torn.
"Always." The bluenett replayed snapping his arms around the others neck, just before his lips were captured in a passionate kiss. Once again 2D felt at peace, and he'd be damned if it didn't feel, wonderful.
A-N: um I was bored, I like this band and ship these two so... Um I have an idea for a story I can add, but I don't want to do it unless I have some readers so let me know I you want more,k? Thank you sweetie pies 😘
