Sun Arises || YOSHIBIN (On-hold)

02

[Background Music Suggestion for everychapter: 13 By: LANY]

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MISSING

"Wrap up, Orange. You will perform in 20 mins," the producer said while checking something on her checklist.

I took off my leather jacket leaving me with plain black shirt and a long necklace where Ben's name in engraved.
As much as I want him to comeback is a different pain killing me over and over again. That no matter how much I tried not to regret every single moment I was happy with him, the memories is burying me alive.

"Ben!" I shouted.

He titled his head to face me. The pit his hand on his pocket while the other one pulled up his glasses to prevent from falling.
He smiled at me as he walked. He normally like this. He seems cold but a softie when you'll know him well. He is the kindest person I ever met.

"You got it??" he asked punching my chest lightly.

I bowed my head, pulled my bag in my shoulder and slowly look at him.

"No," I whispered.

This is the third time I failed to debut. Maybe I will just remain as a trainee.
There's so many good at it though. They can dance and sing and even rap better that I.

I smiled a him while he smiled back too. He's face is like home that I am craving from an exhausting life.
He is like an umbrella preventing the rain drops of sadness falling into me.

Ben hugged me. Patting my back several times with care and caressing it with so much softness.

"Don't worry Yoshi, You did well. You are great. You are better. Shh remember that you did a great job and you are worth everything."

Comforting me with his warmth with those comforting words is whispered is more than a rest for me. He lifted up my mood.
He made me feel that I want the best.

No wonder why I love him so dearly.

I guess I'll be missing it. I'll be missing so much of him.
I'll be missing the warmth that feels like home.
I'll be missing it cause I he'll never come back.

To be continued...