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When I think about marriage, I used to think about my parents relationship, and I hate it. But when I see myself, married with him, I'm up to it. I never imagined dreaming of white dresses and a veil. I never imagined seeing myself walking down the aisle to where my prince is waiting for me. And less did I imagine dreaming that my daughter, Endora, was going to be present at her mother's wedding. And worst of all, I never wanted to get married for fear of making the same mistakes my parents made.

I was always scared, but Albedo gave me confidence. Albedo gave me strength, and I've really thought about it, and for him, I don't think, I would go from Mondstadt to Natlan, and back again, and so on every day. I would explore the 7 nations of Teyvat by his side, and by our girl's side.

—“Mother. Are you and Albedo married?” —Endora constantly asked me.

—“No, Endora, we are not married yet —I always answered.

—“And do you think you will do it one day?” —She asks.

—“Do you want us to get married?” —I joked about it.

—“Yes” —She answered.

Endora's responses always surprised me. Endora really wanted it, and I'm not going to lie, since that day, I've been consedering it. I wish too. Knowing that I will wake up in his arms, knowing that we will both be together for life gives me chills, and I like it.

My parents' marriage was forced by my birth, and over time I managed to assimilate it, but that weight never left my chest. They were unhappy all of their marriage, and their happiness didn't come from coming back home, or spending time with us, it came from traveling. And it was acceptable, because I knew I was guilty. I was always afraid of getting married out of duty, but it's not that case this time. This time I fell in love, and deeply, with a man who is giving me confidence, and making me feel loved.

The day my parents took Glucose from home, I suffered a lot. Their ambition led them to distance me from my sister. Or maybe I was the ambitious one, but if I hadn't, if I hadn't fought for my dreams, today I would probably be a nun in some church. I would not be Sucrose, the second best alchemist in Mondstadt, mother of Endora or girlfriend of a prince as handsome as Albedo. But still, I wish I could see Glucose one last time. And not having said goodbye as abruptly as that morning. I wish I had never left her alone as a victim of lawsuits between our parents. But now I know that she rests in peace. The fate is clear, the one who suffers the most rests more calmly.

Days passed, and I decided that I should be the one to take the first step. Insecurity invaded me having made such an important decision, but I was sure that this is what I wanted. I was sure that, somehow, if Albedo accepted my proposal, we will make Endora, and probably future children, the happiest children in the world. My goal was for Endora not to suffer the same as I did as a child. I know that Endora deserves a decent life.

—“Are you getting married, Sucrose?!"—Noelle whispered. —“And what are you going to do?”

—“I want to ask him on a date” —I said to her. —“But I don't know what kind of place is right”.

—“You're talking about romance with the Love Knight, Sucrose” —She said to me. —“Windrise is a romantic place, but it's pretty cliché. Still, Anemo statue would give you luck on your marriage!”

—“Windrise seems to be a nice place, but you're right.” —I answered

—“Good Hunter would be a good place for a dinner, but It's not so private and you might be nervous about so many people walking around.” —She said.

—“Good Hunter wasn't an option” —I answered.

—“And Starsnatch cliff is a good place, with ocean view and private.” —She said to me.

—“Starsnatch Cliff?” — I asked. —“I've heard good things about there, and might be a good idea.”—I was convinced by the idea.

—“So Starsnatch cliff is.” —She said. —“Then, If his response is positive, count on me to be bridesmaid, and to help you planning your wedding, Sucrose!”

Noelle supported me, and my daughter supported me. I felt so blessed, I was so happy. And as soon as I could, I went to Marjorie's Jewelry, where I had ordered the stone I found and had it fixed. My plan was to give it to him in the future, and this future was now.

And the night has came. And he was back home. Nothing like a welcome kiss was that satisfying. And the nights went by fast, and the days went by like that. We both had beautiful moments, and we both fell in love each day more with each other.

Albedo took my fears, and I paid her with my love. His arms comforted me every night, and his kisses made me feel so confident of myself. Every night when he slept, I looked at his face and started wondering what would be his reaction to my proposal. And sometimes I was afraid that we were something temporary, but time taught me that it was not like that, and that every day that I passed in silence, I wasted time.

—“Sucrose” —He called my name one morning.

—“Yes, Albedo?” —I answered.

—“Can we have a date today?” — He asked to me, blushing my face. —“I discovered a good place where we can chat and you will love, I already went there and I know you will like it.”

—“Sure, why not” —I answered to him.

This date might be a good opportunity of mine to gave him my proposal. I was so excited, Albedo made my way easier. I was about to commit myself to someone I love the most, to someone I trust in.

And If he declines my proposal, I will not regret, because he gave me so many things, and I'm grateful.

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