eye for eye's

here's a clue for ya

{writer's thoughts.

the music video here is what the person going thought right now  and this song if you know by now should give you a hint or not ether way thank you for reading and till then write back later  bye .}

after that she stitched my arm and she went away closing the door i took my pants off and took a shower i reach for the shower and dry myself up then get my clean boxser and pants even shirt i put my boxers and pants on and have my shirt on my shoulder. i walk slowly to my new room and went to the bed it feel welcoming and the smell of flower i went and lay down on the bed the wall's are black and green with it even thought i cant see as good cause it was dark i went to sleep closing my eyes and think of good thoughts woke up with out a dream it was (10:30) the clock on the side of the bed stock  i slowly got up finding myself alittle dizzy then back to normal  i walk towards the door and opend it  as i look out the hall monica's door was open'd  "huh she must be awake ." i said in my head still remembering the new's it drove me mad to think what happend  tho. when i walk the halls i head monica's voice talking to somone els proubly somone like the gard from down stairs  i walk in the living room and i was greeted with a smile  " morning sleepy head  there"s eggs and baken even sousage you can eat i cook them for you case i thought you where about to wake up. oh and these are my friends  ally , vanassa, meet john lioyd he's staying here for as long as he wants .

the two girls smiles and  looked at me vanassa greeted me  " morning laddy's  and im sorry if im intoupting  somthing i'll just go and eat up  and thanks monica for cooking me beakfest i O  you one." i walk off letting the girls talk  i walk towards a table with the food that monica said was there  and a oange drink  i laght in my head  "wow she really knows what i like  to drink ." i went to go sit down on the chair  and sitting down alone and started to eat.

eatting my food  monica friend walk in to get somthing  i igonre  her and cuntinue what i was doing  i reach and grab the cup of oange juice and pour it on my mouth  alittle bit i know she's looking right at me when i i finish drinking and was about to eat again. i grab the fork and about to dig in again to eat

" Are you the one that was in the new's on TV this morning ?" she sat down next to me alittle convinced that she already knows the quetion  i cuntinue to eating . " hey you know i know that you know that  you were in the new's  only a picture." i look at her  with a stair  finishing my food i got up and finish my drink  after drinking the oange i look at her again " the only thing on that crap is nothing but a sceen of the crime of where it happend they never showed how or what they died from  i however lost somone close to me  and i cant get her back now." i walk to the sink and started to wash the dishes from what there was  she grab my shoulder. i felt alittle nevrvice  " i feel bad for you honest i sear even tho i will never feel the same as what your going though just know that its going to be alight ."

" thanks." i look at her alittle smile but still feeling sad on what i still thinking on jenny and  the rest are now gone and soon ive have to go to there graves and look at the corps  thats only whats left of them colorless ,no longer breathing , even no more emotions. she left me with a glass of somthing in there  i was alone and i was cleaning the dishese so monica won't have to deal with it. tears flow into my eye's and just thinking of my friends and well now dead girlfriend   i wipe the tears from my eye's  and finish off the dishes on the dirty side to the clean side  i look back at the door to see no one  there  i  walk away when i saw the three sitting there and monica  talking about stuff and the other  hearing what she have to say and them talking i walk to the door to exit the place  monica turn'ed to me "hey where your going ?" i sigh and turn'd my head to her  " im going to my no for good   place that me and will you know who died and i want to go and find somthing in the place ."