"In the arms of the
Angels.
Fly away,
From here."
~Angels
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'Beauty comes with dark thoughts. But my thoughts have hurt me more that a razor ever could.'
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•Thea's POV•
I never agreed to going with them, but followed them through out the tricky maze if the woods out of fear. I was bombarded with questions but my mind was elsewhere. They gave up after fifteen minutes, and we ended up walking in silence the rest of the way there.
This boy. I thought. This boy is more terrifying then the grown man walking among me. His eyes darkened at my sight, the blue out line around his cerulean eyes was almost in a shade of black. He has demons, but I have angels to fight them off. That's all I could do, I mean, he saved my life. This lovely boy salvaged me. But was it for me, or himself?
I shook the thoughts out of my head. I didn't want to think of another human being in such a cruel way. Although I do fear the living, being to weak gets you killed.
But the problem is, if you want to be the hero, be the brave one, that can get you killed to.
Being too brave.
My mothers words remind me of this poor lost boys situation.
'We stop searching for the monsters under our beds when we realize they are inside of us.'
I truly want to help this boy and bring back who he truly is.
It would be embarrassing to fail.
But I'm willing to take that risk.
So far, I've only added to a long list of problems. But I'm willing and hopefully able to change that.
But my biggest fear is most likely to become true.
The person you will eventually take a bullet for, is the one behind the trigger.
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Hella short chapter! Hehe don't hate me. I just wanted you guys to get a general idea of how she's feeling. Yeh so.... please comment and vote when/if I have any. Please favorite and keep me going! Ily guys!
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