Me, The Beta, And The Alpha.

Chapter 1

It was late at night when I made my move. I had just about scrambled out of James hand before I had gotten home.

James is my Packs head beta, I'm not his mate, I'm nothing to him but a pack member he can get his hands on. He abuses me. He likes to have his fun with me, and then when I do something he doesnt approve of he beats me..

Its been going on for the past three months, three months off being scared and full of anxiety. What hes been doing to me has also affecting me at home and at school. I've been have never ending fights with my mam and dad, I can see how im a selfish brat in their eyes, I dont blame them, But i have my reasons, Im just so scared they'll find out about James..I can only imagine what he'll do to me if they find out...he'll no doubt deny everything and they'll believe him because hes their Beta..

And school. Well thats just one whole rollercoaster all together. People dont know I exits. I get shoved around and get giving nasty stares, I eat alone in the bathroom stalls, not wanting to annoy anyone else further. Your probably thinking that from reading my experience in school im a ugly nerd with no friends?..

Well im not pretty in my eyes, and im not ugly either. I have long straight hair that ends to my waste, with natrual curly black lashs, brown eyes, and cherry red lips, that stand out from my pale skin.

I have good grades, but only because when im not dealing with pack business, im at home alone, so I either study when I have to, or else I get my head stuck in some romance novel, wishing I was the character and that I was living their story..

Boys never gave me much notice, there was always prettier sights to be seeing in my opinion, I never really minded, But of course i still have that dream that maybe my prince will come for me?..

I'm 18 years old, I promised myself just this last year, and then i'll go. But I just cant handle all this anymore. So I decided. I'm going to run away.

My pack will no doubt be ashamed of me for betraying them, and my parents, well they'll get over it, my brother Shane has always been the shine in their eyes anyway.

It was midnight, mam and dad were asleep, and Shane was off at some pack memebbers birthday party.

I wasnt invited..

i Had packed a small back pack full of stuff I might need, toiletrees, spare change of clothes, deoderants etc..along with a bunch of money I have been saving up for ever since I could imagine.

I was wearing Black skinny jeans, red converse, white singlet, and one of shanes hoodies, that was to big on me, but was warm and comfy.

Before striding down the stairs, I took one last look at my parents, they were safe and sound sleeping. 'I'm sorry,, I love you.' I whispered to them and blew a Kiss goodbye to them.

I walked out of the house with no regrets, and before I shifted into my small white wolf, I looked back at the house I have grown up in, and turn my back to it, knowing I was doing it for the best.

I looked ahead onto the forest ahead, I breathed in the crispy winter air, before shifting.

I wanted to get away as fast as I could, Because even though I knew nobody would miss me, I knew that the Job of the Alpha would have to look for me. 

But hopefully if I get away long enought, they'll give up, and with their luck they will.

So I ran and ran with all that I could, my heart pounding against my chest, and the different scents whisping right under my nose.

I know what im getting myself into, I wont be apart of a pack now.

I'll be one of those wolfs everyone looks down on.

I'll be a rouge.

And i'm okay with that..