Dear online public diary, IM FUCKIN PISSED. HORMONES SUCK ASS AND I ENDED UP HAVING A 1 HOUR TALK ABOUT ANIME WITH MY DADS GF BUT I DON'T REMEMBER HOW!?!?!?! I JUST WANNA REWATCH SOME RANBOO STREAMS BUT I CAN'T EVEN DO THAT BECAUSE IM GROUNDED! School sucks ass too. I'm going to middle school soon. September 5th I think. We did a zoom orientation. Insomnia sucks ass too. It's like 3:00AM wtf??? Its a DAMN school day gdamnit. im scared to get bullied in middle school. my hyperfixations and what I think is ADHD have been getting the best of me. we have tests all week. its a thursday i think. im trying to remember shit because my heart rate i rising and i think i may pass out. if i do pass out i will update this, tell yall if i did, and then publish. Im listening to a Miya Chinen playlist on youtube. Im doing all of this VIA my school computer too. I'm kinda tired now. I should try to change my user. i wonder if I can. maybe ill just use my nickname in books instead of my real name. ill use "arson" considering i frequently hyperfixate on fire. Signing off, ARS0N!
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Randomranting about the life of a mentally ill, neptunic, trans, nonbinary, obsessed, teen who swears like a sailor. i'll put tw's if needed.
