Oh god, I want you now

my closure

Hi.
When i wrote this book, i was a 7th grader in middle school. I was thirteen years old and had never heard of the term grooming and never stopped to think that billies relationship with a 22 year old as a 17 year old was more than wrong. I'm 16 now. I understand and have understood for over a year now that this relationship that i chose to romanticize was not to be praised. I'm writing this closure because i still get notifications from wattpad and this story and u guys who still chose to read it. I don't want to say thank you for supporting me in writing this book because i am nothing but ashamed by it. Brandon Adams is a disgusting man who deserves no recognition and fame. He doesn't deserve a book about him. He deserves to be in jail if i'm being honest. I used to think he was a good person nonetheless dating a child. But i'm old enough to know that any person interested in dating a child is nothing but sick and is not a good person. period. Not even bringing up how shitty he was to billie in the first place... I feel stupid for writing this book and letting my 13 year old self find interest in that god awful man. This book will be deleted within a few days so everyone can get a chance to read this.

I hope u all let my words resonate with you. Understand that he is not to be supported from this point on. From a few points ago to be honest.

I hope all is well and if anyone wants to talk about anything pls pls pls dm me. i think a lot of us might have a lot to say about this and a lot of frustration to rant. i'm here to listen.

thank you,
eilishme