why me, why now.

start of 10th grade

September 1st 2018

It was the first day back to school.  And Mike was Not having a good day. He has tried so much to stay away from the topic of the lgbt comunity , and if it actually came up at some point he tried to be as much against it as possible .

It was Like a defence mechanism . He was too afraid of people making fun of him and finding things that he is insecure about , His sexsuality being one of them . 

Today for some reason he overheard one of his classmates talking about the thing he so despiratley wanted to stay away from. 

'' Hey Mike what is your opinion on gay people''

Mike panicked and so the mechanism started to take over his mind

''Are you seriously asking me about fags? As if they deserve something more then dying alone because no one will ever love those queers''

'shit' that was deffinatley an over reaction .

His classmates gave him a weird look .

''gee dude, Didn't think your opinion on poeple was that strong , you're usually pretty chill''

Mikes hands were sweaty , and his vision was starting to blurr

''well i just don't like them thats it ''

thankfully to Mike , his classmates just turned around and continued their conversation. 

To be honest Mike didn't hate gay people , quite the oposite . He adored the people who were brave enough to be out in such a homophobic country as his. There were many hate crimes comitted against gay people , the most recent one being a man burned alive for being gay, the media didn't even bother to acknowledge that the 'friend' that was there for him the whole time was actually his boyfriend. And the police didn't do anyhting while he was still alive.

Mike was really frustrated but at the same time really scared . So he better stay in the shadows for stuff like this.

Today their class was having a few new classmates. Mike wasn'y really excited about it .He isn't really good with socilizing . So that only meant more people to be afraid of.

''alright since everyone seems to be here i will introduce the new students. we have  2 girls and 1 boy joining us, Carl , Tina and Annie would you please come to the front of the class''

Mike lifted his eyes to look at his new classmates .

he first inspected Tina.

She Looked basic in his opinion. exactly what you would expect the girls these day to look like. middle lenght dirty blond hair. a hoodie and some jeans . she had a lot of mascara on . and by the looks of it it was old mascara so it was chonky, and to be honest didn't look good on her at all. But she did have good face features .

the other girl Annie , looked like a bisexsual stereotype . She had colored hair brighet red , and you could see her black painted nails , she had braces and was slighlty shorter then tina . she looked really sweet. To be honest , if Mike wasn't that afraid of social interactions , he would probably want to be friends with Annie

Then Mike diverted his eyes to the only new guy.

oh my lord.

he was just so perfect .

Mike didn't even know where to begin describing it . his silky looking brown hair that looked just so fluffy Mike could barely resist going there and touching it. His eyes look so beautiful, that was the most beautiful shade of brown Mike has ever see . The slightly red cheeks with little frecles covering them just made Mikes heart flutter . And the smile , it was so welcoming it just made Him warm inside . The little dimpels on each one of his cheeks , aswell as his long eyelashes.

Carl was definatley perfect in Mikes eyes .

Totally his type .

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Ok so i am very sorry about this being very short and again i apologize for any writing errors , i was writing really fast and also english isn't my first language . reminder this is made just for fun, even tho it is inspired off of homophobic people in our class the character themselves are a bit different and the story is completley made up . that being said i hope you enjoy.