Kings For Forever [Kellic] boyxboy

Chapter 27

i would kiss dem lips any day XD
-trigger warning-

Vics p.o.v

I knew I made a huge mistake after I pulled my rainbow sleeve up, revealing the bloody mess of my arm.

I know lying would have made things worse, but there deffinitly was a better way to tell him than what I have just done.

I dont know why i just didnt explain to him first, i guess i just panicked.

Right as Kellins beautiful blue eyes landed on my arm, I saw him break. His eyes hold a blend of horror, agony, and complete sadness. He starts to speak, but it only comes out in nonsense. He flashes his gaze to me and he furrows his eyebrows in confusion. His lip trembles and a fat tear falls from his eye.

My heart aches in my chest, and I cover my mouth to muffle the oncoming sob. I look away to my carpet, not wanting to see his heartbroken state any longer.

you did this to him Vic...

"I'm sorry, Kellin..." I whisper through tears.

I hear him sniffle, "why? How could you do this to yourself? I thought you were better! You lied!" he cries, "Not only did you lie..." pause, and i feel the bed shift as he stands up, "you broke our promise..." his voice is dripping despair, and his voice is cracking due to his chocked back sobs. I am having flash backs of times when me and Mike used to have these types of conversations. It made me feel awful , but not this bad.

I look up to him, tears blurring my vision. He is standing over me with a look of anger. I frown and wipe my moist face with the back of my hand.

"I'm sorry, Kellin. i didn't mean to hurt you... I only meant to do this to myself. I didnt even plan for you to find out-" I try to finish but he cuts me off, his change of volume startling me.

"So you were going to keep this a secret?! Vic! You aren't supposed to keep secrets from me! I am your boyfriend, we are supposed to tell each other everything! If we keep things from eachother than whats the point huh?" his eyes are red and narrowed, I feel as if my heart is losing pieces each time he utters a word.

I dont answer him. I'm too ashamed of myself to, I betrayed him, the love of my life. I dont deserve him, he is everything and I am just a bundle of disappointment. Im only popular at school because of Mike, he brought me out of my shell. I owe that to him. i bet if the whole school knew who i really am they'd drop me to the ground.

"I..." Kellin starts. I look to him, his face down cast, his lip still quivering. "i gotta go..." he looks to me for a second, wipes his eyes with his palm, and paces towards my bedroom door.

"Kellin!" I try to stop him, but he of course ignores me. I would have too if I were him. Fuck, I don't even want anything to do with me. I just lost what matters most to me, so now what do I do?

I end this pain because with out my anchor whats the point? He was the one that was keeping me here. He saved me from myself, he dived in when I was down and brought me back to the surface. He didnt even know I was dying inside, and he still revived me. But now he is gone, and no one can save me now from this relapse.

I stand up from my bed, and make my way to my bathroom which is right next to my room so I dont have to worry about anyone seeing me. Though, I can hear their cheerful voices in the basement. My thoughts wander to them as I search for the correct pills.

I have so many wonderful memories of us all. Mike and Tony have always been there for me, and I feel awful for leaving them. They dont understand though, but they will because I am making a decision to write a note.

I find the pills, and i clutch the bottle in my hand as if my life depends on it. And in this case i guess it does, right?

I tiptoe into Mikes room, and find his whiskey stash and pull out a bottle of Jack, to speed up the affect process of the pills. I tiptoe back to my room and place my two best friends on my desk. I grab a pen and paper and begin to write.

Mike, Tony, Oli, Frankie, Jenna, Tay, and last but certainly not least, the love of my life Kellin Quinn

I am so sorry. I love each and every single one of you. But you must understand why I did this, I just couldn't live with myself, the pain

the emptiness

it was all too much.

Getting up out of bed every day was a battle.

But you guys made my day bright. thank you

and Kellin, you were the best thing ive ever had. our love felt like it was a fairy tale. I cant believe you went out with a fvck up like me. You deserve so much better. I hope in the future you fall in love with the perfect man, because that is what you deserve.

thank you for our little infinity

xxx
Victor Vincent Fuentes

I didnt even bother mentioning my parents because they were never really there in the first place.

And with that, I folded the paper up and placed it back on the desk.

Lastly, I unscrewed the bottle of pills, emptied them into my palm and threw them into my mouth. I chased them all down with Jack. Finishing the bottle.

At first it felt like I was going to throw up, but then it went away, but I was followed with a rush of dizziness and then I was cloaked in darkness.

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I KNO U HATE ME IM SORRY

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i love u guys even tho you all hate me but thts okay XD

he wont die i promise

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