Miranda's POV
It's hard to wrap my head around what just happened . I was so mad && everything just happened so fast ! I just saw people watching from the side with tears in their eyes && I saw the police && ambulance running over to jermaine's blown up car && that's when it hit me , both of my baby's just been an a horrible accident && could be dead right now ! I never been so heart broken in my entire life . My heart hurted so bad , I could barley breath . The room started spinning , I felt like I was gonna faint . One of the police officers grabbed me .
" Miranda calm down , everything is gonna be alright . Their both alive but it doesn't seem like they have that much time left . " He said .
" Are you fuckin kidding me ?!?! You really think telling me my new born && my baby dad doesn't have much time left is gonna make me feel better ??!? " I shouted in his face .
He looked down at the grown .
I tried to calm down for a minute .
" Look , I'm sorry I yelled at you I'm just in a tough spot right now && hearing that wasn't really helping "
He looked up at me .
" It's okay , I understand . I was just gonna tell you that even though it looks bad , have a little faith && keep your head up . You never know what's gonna happen "
He's right , just because it looks this way doesn't mean that this has to be the outcome . I just need to keep my head up .
I watched as they put Symire && Jermaine in the ambulance && took them to the hospital . The police officer was kind enough to give me a ride to the hospital .
" So , why exactly were you && your baby dad running from the police ? "
I looked up at him confused . " Are you serious ? Are you like new to this town or something ? EVERYBODY knows about me && jermaine ! This wouldn't be surprising to anyone in this town "
" Sorry , I just moved here about a week ago , I use to live in Pennsylvania && I work at the women's correctional facility down there . But , I was moved up here because the correctional facility was being closed . "
I just keep screwing up with this guy . I'm always saying the wrong things like what is wrong with me ?
" I'm sorry I didn't know , how come they moved you all the way here instead of just moving you into a police department down there ? "
" My boss was my fathers best friend && he knew I'd have better opportunities down here than I did there . That man loves me like I'm his own so he always does what's best for me . "
" I'm sorry , I didn't catch your name " I said .
" My name is Officer Allen "
" Well Officer Allen , does a lot of people in your family do that to you ? "I ask
"Does what " He replies .
" Does what's best for you ? "
" I mean , yeah . " He says .
" But , Do you ever feel like their over doing it ? Like you understand that they love you && that their just trying to protect you but do you ever wish that they would just back off a little && let you make your own mistakes instead of always rescuing you before you make them ? "
" I've been in a lot of situations like that . It really pisses me off sometimes but their family , I understand their motives . They just want what's best for you , their not Tryna ruin your life . " He says .
" I understand that but do you ever just feel like they handle situations their own way instead of consulting with you && seeing how you feel about it ? "
" Yes , it happens sometimes ... Is this the reason why you && your baby dad was running from the cops ? "
We approached the hospital as he asked me that . I really didn't want to answer that question so I just got out the car .
" I really enjoyed the talk but I have to go see about my family . Thanks for the ride Officer Allen . "
" No problem . If you ever need me , call me " He said as he handed me his card .
I grabbed it && ran inside the hospital. First , I ran to the baby section to see about Symire .
When I got there , I ran into the doctor that was treating her .
" How is she ? Is she dead ? What's going on ??? " I asked .
" Yes , she's alive . She's in very critical condition && suffered brain damage . We're going to have to do surgery on her in order for her to survive . I'm sorry "
Normally, a parent would cry while hearing this but not me . I was just relieved that she was okay && I mean kids get surgery all the time right ? Nothing should go wrong .
After visiting Symire , I ran to the side of the hospital that jermaine is on .
" Doctors ! How's he doing ? Is he alive ??? " I shouted .
They turned to me , " Ma'am , come with me "
I followed them into his room .
" He's alive , he suffered some broken ribs && a damaged arm . It seems that when the car exploded , he tried grab Symire to keep her safe but his arm got stuck in the seat . It was nearly ripped off so we have to stitch that up . "
I started to smile .
" So he's alright ? I knew I had nothing to worry about " I said .
" There's something else you should know Miranda " The doctor said .
" What is it ? "
" During the accident , Jermaine hit his head pretty hard . His brain is bruised so he lost some of his memory . "
I can not believe this
" Do you think he remembers me ? " I asked tearing up .
" I have no clue " She said . " Let's find out "
I walked over to him with her
"Jermaine , someone is here to see you . "
" Hi baby , how are you feeling ? " I said .
" I'm feeling good but ... Who are you ?
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illicit Love
Fanfiction- If you didn't read " Forbidden Love " , read that before reading this . - Will Jermaine die ? - What will happen to baby Symire ? - Is Miranda gonna get in trouble ? - Read to find out . illicit Love - Italian meaning for " Forbidden Love "