Love wins again... Pt.2

He used to hold my hand and squeeze me when we hugged but I feel like it all faded away now I'm the one who is still hoping he will hold my hand and I'm finding myself being the only one who squeezes love into our hug. It's just isn't there anymore. And I miss that, whenever I get a text from him I get happy and when I'm waiting for a text from him somedays we can go days without speaking. When I text first I have this feeling in my head that maybe he doesn't want to talk or maybe he is just deciding to ignore me.

Well now I'm sitting, I'm sitting in the corner in the dark, my hearts raising, tears still streaming down my cheek, my heart beating so fast I fell like it's going to burst, and I'm gasping for air, just waiting, waiting, and waiting... But I can't wait anymore...