She's dead. Allison just died in my arms.
3 weeks later
Allison's really dead. Chris took an underage boy to fricking France. Isaac Lahey is the underage boy. They haven't called or texted since they left over 2 weeks ago. I don't know when or if ill ever see them again.
No ones talking to each other unless they've been together since that night. The night they died. Allison and Aiden. We havent been the same since Stiles turned back. He's been stuck to Lydia's side for ages.
Kira has gone to the skinwalkers with Noshiko to learn how to control her powers.
Malia, the new girl, is the only one who actually talks to me but we barely talk since i can only talk and think of Allison. I will never stop thinking about her. I even have a fricking song that reminds me of her - cigarette daydream. Even though we broke up, i still lived her all this time. I just didnt show it because i wanted her to be happy. Even when everyone forgets her i will not.
I still dream about what happened 3 weeks ago. I can visualise that night as if it was yesterday. How she sacrificed her life for Lydia. Fought her last battle for Stiles. Shot her last arrow to save Isaac. Her last words for her father , Chris. And how she died in my arms. Her last breath was for me.
A few hours later
I opened my eyes and i saw her standing in front of me. That wasn't possible.
"Allison," i said.
No it couldn't be. I remember her dying in my arms.
Scott, it's me."
She came closer and pressed her lips against mine. How could this be possible? I thought.
"Allison, how are you here? I saw you die in my arms."
" I did die. I came to tell you something important."
We were standing in the middle of the room.
"Scott. I need to you to listen to me. Listen to me."
I looked into her eyes
"You need to move on from me."
" I can't. I need you. I love you Alli." Alli - my nickname for Allison. She loved it when i used to call her that and i love saying that. Used to- before she went broke up. Before.... She died
" I love you too. I told you that before i died. "
I remembered the last words she said to me before she died:
Flashback:
"I'm in the arms of my first love, the first person i ever loved, the person ill always love. I love you Scott McCall."
End of flashback
"You need to move on," she carried on. I explained to her that i couldn't. How could i move on? She was my first love and i was hers. She told me that
"Scott, you have to go back now. They need you. They need the True Alpha that you are," she continued.
"How can i go? I don't want to leave you."
"Scott, you're not leaving me. Im always with you even when you don't know it. I always will be with you."
"Allison...."
"Don't talk. Just remember i love you. You need to go back and be an even stronger alpha. They need you. Stiles needs you."
"Let me at least play a song while i go back. " i told her.
I played Cigarette Daydream and started tearing up. She kissed me and then...
Then she disappeared.
I opened my eyes. It was all a dream. Allison was never really there. Maybe what she said was true. I need to move on and become a better alpha. For her.
I will still remember her. Her words keep going around in circles in my head. "Never give up." She said.
I must get my pack together. All of them: Stiles, Lydia, Kira, Malia, Derek and Isaac.
And i will
I hope you guys enjoyed reading this book. I may be writing more in the future.
Let me know if you find any mistakes 🖤
