Crashing waves screaming out the painful inadequacy of the days tasks pound in my head
They taunt and defile the shredded peace that clings to the fragile linen of my sunbleached psyche
No matter the hurdle or challenge overcome - I will never measure up - no dawn shall emerge on a day worth celebrating
I am far from isolated, yet I never measured up to all the surrounding expectations
How pedantic and route my existence has become
Seeking joy has become akin to an infantile quest for the unattainable
