Y/n POV
I woke up and didn't feel anything behind so I knew that Niki left, it was 4:52 AM so I got ready for practice.
My cramps aren't that bad today thankfully, when I got there, it was freezing cold and started to shiver.I came into the practice room and saw my members, "YEA! Where were you yesterday?" Bao asked me, "I started my period and had bad cramps so I just took a day off!" I replied back.
"Mmm-hmm." Bao hummed, "you don't believe me do you? Ask Niki, he stayed over!" I said and saw my members faces go into shock."Wait so your telling me that, you started your period and asked Niki to come over?!" Hoshi asked angrily, "yea? Why do you sound mad?" I asked.
"Because you made Niki use up his time just to help you! You need to learn to stop bugging when he also has a career!" Hoshi yelled, I just stood there, not knowing what to do.This is the first time we have argued, "Hoshi don't say that!!" Jin said, "Yea, last time I checked this isn't your relationship so you shouldn't be telling her/him what to do!" Hana scolded her.
"I'm actually just trynna teach her/him! She/he shouldn't always be relaying on him when he has a life!", I just walked out after that, I don't know why she said all of that!I went into my studio and started to bawl my eyes out with my head resting on my hands, she knows I don't like to be a burden but she is basically telling me to not be one and it's just so frustrating!
I was crying and shivering because I gave Niki's hoodie back to him so I wouldn't stain it, I then heard someone open my door then realized it was Stray kids.They saw me running to my room while crying so of course they wanted to check in on me, when they saw my crying, Han immediately ran to my side, made me stand up and hug him.
"What's wrong y/n?" Felix asked while rubbing my back, "H-Hoshi just s-said to me h-how I sh-should stop bothering N-Niki." I said while I buried my hard into Han's chest and tried to control my breathing."Why would she say that if you don't mind me asking?" Bangchan asked, "be-because I decided t-to take a br-break yesterday for a reason a-and asked N-Niki if h-he would come and comfort m-me." I stuttered.
"What did she say?" Changbin asked, "s-she said th-that I should s-stop bothering h-him when he a-also ha-has a career.".Han just hugged me tighter when I continue to bawl my eyes out, it was only me and Han in the studio because the rest left to see why the hell Hoshi said that.
Han made me sit down while I cried on his chest, I was still crying because of the hurt between what Hoshi just said and my cramps.Han kissed my head to make me feel better, him and the rest of stray kids are like my big brothers.
After I started to calm down, I was still shivering and Han noticed so he excused himself to go borrow one of the member's hoodie.He came back and told me to put it on so I of course did and started to catch my breathe after a while.
"I'm sorry y/n, don't believe what she has said!", "is it true?" I asked him, "No y/n you aren't and never will be a burden!".Me and him just sat there in a comfortable silence while the rest of stray kids went to see what's up with Hoshi
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Idols Love At First Sight
FantasíaHi I'm y/n and I'm originally from Canada but traveled to Korea to presume my dream of becoming an idol, I struggle with self esteem, depression, anxiety, ptsd and self harm.But I unexpectedly fell in love with an idol........ ⚠️SOME PAGES MIGHT BE...