it was new year's eve and i Sofronie had decided this new year i would be alone i wouldn't want him to be her with me. I will be myself now i will take care of myself i will be independent but i know its going to be very hard for me to do so he had always given me a push he always stood besides me now i really need to be independent i pick up my phone dial his number and here i go i'm sorry we are done...... !!!!!! bang cut the call. i leave him to himself now.
* Sofronie's guy*
I felt broken at hearing this first i had so much planned for her. I wanted to change for her. Damnit i felt like suiciding i couldn't stand it. I didn't know what was going on i really wanted her to know how precious she was to me. Well wait if she was really so precious to me why the hell did i take her for granted then? Why did i look up at other girls when there was an angel besides me. I wished she forgave me for the last time i really did want to show her how much i loved her. I wanted to love her UNCONDITIONALLY it was the very first time when i felt too secure under her love. why am i such a despo... How could i look up to even other girls. I knew she still loved me but she didn't show that she didnt want to show how weak she was and for the very first time i actually believed i've lost her.
*Sofronie*
I felt bad for him. I always did feel bad but now its time i really do live up life for myself and not for someone who doesnt value my love. I might still love him the same way i did before but i have to turn a bit rude now... I did feel bad for him. I wish i could pamper him and take care of him but i knew if i do that i would get weak and bow down to his love again i didn't want that to happen i didn't want that to happen now. i felt i'm done with this.
