We are only given one life, one chance to fully living it.
But what if that one life goes fast that you didn't have a chance to fully live it?
Are you going to regret it? or are you gonna accept that this is what you destined for?
He's Josh. A typical boy who always in the hospital to take care of his Lola. It's already midnight when he grabs a blue old notebook, and it is his diary. He usually writes his day in that notebook ever since she met the girl that she like when he is in high school went go missing. After he finished writing, he looks at his Lola. He looks in the cross beside Lola's bed, It's God. He prayed his Lola to recover.
After a while, He starts to feel the hunger because he hasn't eaten since lunch. So he went to the cafeteria and ordered something to eat. While he was eating, he saw a girl eating strawberry ice cream in the corner of the cafeteria.
He was suddenly stopped eating due to his shock. It's the girl, the girl he likes when he is in high school. He doesn't know what to act or do because, after so many years he finally found her.
The girl suspiciously looks at him, but eventually, she smiled and run towards him.
"Hi, Josh! I didn't know that we would meet again here. I thought we will meet at my---", the girl stops talking because Josh just hugs her.
"Why did you leave me, Angel?", Josh asked while crying. Angel didn't say any words but she ends up crying too.
Suddenly, Angel fainted, and her nose bled. The boy panicked so he calls the nurses to help the girl. Josh was too worried about Angel.
Josh calls his cousin to be the temporary caretaker of his Lola. After that, he runs where the nurse takes Angel. He saw that many doctors came and tried to revive her but the machine went to a straight line.
She died, the girl that she only loves in his whole life died. He didn't even confess to her when it's early.
The parents of Angel came to him while crying. Angel's mother gave the diary of angel. Josh takes it and runs to the rooftop. He screamed many times that he thought his screams will release the pain.
After 10 years of Angel's death.
He finally read the diary of the girl that she loves.
"You love me too the way that I do. You didn't love me as a best friend but as a man. You have leukemia. You're in the hospital for almost 5 years. You never stop loving me. I'm the motivation for you to recover fast. I'm always the subject in your diary. You didn't pass a day that my name will never be on your diary. You miss me so much too when we didn't see each other anymore." Josh looked to the tombstone and tell this thing to Angel.
"Daddy who are you talking to?", the little girl said
He keeps the diary in his bag and looks again in the tombstone.
"She is my actual Angel that always guides me", he said while smiling at his daughter.
"She's beautiful", the little girl said while touching the tombstone that has the picture of Angel.
"Let's go hon were going to the park", his wife said, named Angela.
"Thank you, you inspired me to live the life that I still have even if you're gone. And I will never stop loving you even if you're with him now." He said for one last time and looked at the sky after he goes back to his wife.
