1. Lacking Love

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I'm so sick and tired of this. Getting talked behind my back For my lack of makeup I wear. Or the family I'm from. I just want to end this all. And I'm lost and confused. 12th grade has been hell for me.

I'm just so over this all. I can't do it. But I must wait 2 more days. If you know what I mean. I'm just so done. That's when I graduate from high school. That's when I move out. I just wish my parents were here. And my sister and brother. Ugh..... You know that feeling when your done and your stressed and don't Know how to cope. That's me. I have no friends. No family. Nothing.

I had an interview yesterday for a job, Teen Vogue Photographer, I know I'm young but I love taking pictures and everything about them. I decided I'm not going to college right now. I obviously don't have enough money and I don't have enough patients. Right now I live with my grandfather and grandmother. they are just so sweet, but I can't wait to be free.

My grandparents bought me a brand new car and a new apartment which I am very grateful for. I'm moving in so soon and I can't wait for it to be over. New start. New place. New everything.

Two days later
It's the day I move into my new apartment, downtown New York, New York. It was in a very nice building. We got out of the large SUV my grandparents drove to drop me off and get me settled. The cold March air was nipping at my skin I pulled down my sweater over my wrist hoping my grandparents didn't see the scars that lay across my wrist.

I started shivering. My teeth were chattering. My grandparents grabbed my bags and brought it to the elevator. I pushed floor 56, the doors slowly closed. Then they opened slowly. After I found the door that said 509 I slid the key in and examined the nice furniture and modern kitchen. I feel so guilty for making them get this for me when I might not be here very much longer.
They set my bags down next to the couch.

" I hope you like it sweetheart, but we got to go head to the airport, Florida is awaiting us" my grandmother said softly.

"Thank you so much guys. Love you and have fun" I said and hugged them Both. Once they left I checked my phone and all my social media. I decided to go for a walk outside. My anxiety getting to me. I grabbed my Uggs and my coach purse making sure to have my charger, credit card, and all my stuff I will need like my keys. After I got out of the elevator I went out side.

The swirling doors were slowly spinning around. I noticed a Starbucks about 2 blocks down. I slowly walked, crossing the road. Someone bumped into me making me drop my iPhone, cracking the brand new phone I just bought. I was so pissed. They should be watching where they are going. But whoever that was picked up my phone, and looked up.

No. No. No. No. This can't be happening. It's him. I turned away. But he grabbed my wrist. I squealed at the pressure he was applying to my wrist.
"Mia?" He asked nervously.
"What do you want? To beat me up? Kill me? Go right ahead." I glared at him.
"I'm sorry", he said.
"Yea you should be" I shouted, shoving him a little.
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That's the first chapter. I hope it's ok.
Ummm I'll try to update soon(:
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2-26-15

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