Mattia's pov:
"Hey guys, " I said, shutting the door behind me. "Hey mate" Robert said, turning the tv up. "Oh where's Alejandro" I asked, "he said he wasn't feeling too good to come". I just nodded and sat down at the table. "Shoot something just came up I gotta go" I said looking at my phone.
They all groaned and continued watching tv while I quickly ran back out and started driving. I didn't know why I was doing this, but it was one of those things that needed to be done. I pulled up to the destination a little nervous but it'll be fine.
I knocked on the door and there he was. "Oh hey what are you doing here, " he asked a bit confused. "You didn't show up and I know you're not sick so can we talk, ". He took a second to think then let me in. "What's there to talk about we're cool". And at that moment I realized the reason I was here. "Just tell me why".
"Why, what" he asked is getting a bit annoyed. "Why did you say no to me was I not enough or something because I really tried and I thought you were happy with me". His eyes started to her watery not knowing what to say. "I'm sorry" he said looking at the ground "it's complicated".
"And why does it even matter your with someone new already, " he asked a bit embarrassed, but upset at the same time. "I mean you broke my heart, I think I deserve a bit of an explanation I fought back. "I was scared that why I should've said yes and if you were to ask me again I know I would still say yes".
I felt my eyes start to water "w-what, ". He took a deep breath in "mattia I still love you and I think I will always and I'm sorry I hurt you I never meant to if I could do it all over again, I would just to say yes but I can't all we can do is move on from it and live life".
I just nodded "how am I supposed to just live life when your back in town," He looked at me a bit more hurt than before. "You ruined everything the moment you can back, I was doing fine and now every day I have to be reminded that I lost the best thing that's happened to me and I can't get it back".
"That's not my fault Mattia, it's not my fault you can't move on from me, I get it, I hurt you, but that was so long ago we have to move on, " He said starting to shake a bit. "And I'm the only one who's not over the other if that's the case then why are you here in jersey and why did you kiss me back that night".
He looked at me with tears starting to fall down his face "i-i don't know Mattia, I think you should go, " He walked past me and opened the door. "Ale I'm sorry I shouldn't have said that to you". He cleared his throat and wiped a tear "all you did was tell the truth".
A/N hey guysssss
