Another night. I lie on my side in my bed as tears go gown my face and stain my sheets. What am i, who am i, how do i fix myself? Questions running through my head. Im myself but i feel so.... different. I don't feel like i have everything under control anymore.
05:00 AM
^ Mission to Planet C-53 is going successfully, i have everything under control. Just as i relax, shooting comes from behind and hits really hard. Motor failure, system failure, and the lights turn off. The capsule opens because theres nothing to hold it closed and the cold air of space pulls me out. As i fly out in immense speed and screaming i wakeup sweating and full of tears as i think about what happened. Shit, A nightmare, again.
11:00
I fell asleep again Luckily, there are days where i can't do that. „Wake up sleepy head!" a voice says. „Your going to miss training!". „Im awake, im awake" i grunt.
