Christbella Lake

chapter five choices

I know this is going to be hard. I love them both but, I know now is the time to choice. I had my son a month ago and Dr Bloodheart has work out that my son will reach full age in 4 years. So he will be 20 years old when his body change's in to the vampire he will be forever .

I have decided the only way to be sure of my choice is to kiss them both and see which one send's sparks between us.

I text Sam first as I know Seth is working and Seth jr is asleep.

Me- Sam can you come over to the palace. I need to see you x

Sam - Okay be there in ten minute'sxx

I turn to my son and kiss him on the head. Then I called for Sarah to come keep an eye on Seth jr. While I go to see my Father.

I find my Father in his study and, I walk up to him. " Father I am seeing Sam in a moment ". As I say this, I suddenly realise my Father is not alone.

 Seth and Luke are in the room standing in the corner's. I see Seth looking at me with hurt in his eye's while Luke is looking disguised at the thought of a human lover. You maybe wondering how I know this well Luke made his feelings clear over a year ago.

" Okay Christbella how long will here be here ". I smile because my Father is as bad as Luke. No my Father is worse. " Not long ". With that I leave the room.

I go back to my room and waited for Lex to bring Sam to my room. As she has done every day.

" Sam ". I say. As I hear him coming down the hall he walk's in to my room and we hug. Lex smile's and leave's us.

I shut the door and we sit on my bed and we kiss but the strange thing is, I feel nothing well not, what I should feel anyway and this made me feel bad.

He look's so happy and he get's up and goes to the crib to see Seth jr. After a while he come's back and sit with me and we talk he tell's me that Mark is now dating Lex.

 Which I thought was funny because she always look's at the world with so much hate but, I suppose that expain her smiley face lately.

We sat and talk for a while longer then he get's up and kisses Seth jr on the head and then kisses me on the lip's before he leave's.

I sit and think for a while before. I get up and go to my window. I look in to the wood's. I am thinking about every thing.

 The last 2 year's with Sam, How much I loved him but my life has changed. I was so lost in my own thought's.

That I don't hear Seth coming. " Hey Chris ". I turn. " Hey Seth come in ". He smile's. " Are you sure I'm in my uniform and, I'm wearing my chain ".

 He know's how much. I hate his uniform and chain. I just smile and grab his arm and pulled him in and closed my door. Seth walk's over to our son and kisses him on the head.

I grab his arm again and pull him to sit on my bed. I kiss him, I then deepen the kiss. I feel the spark's and the pull.

 I knOw he is the one. We make love all night. As the sun rise's. I'm still lying in Seth's arm's with my head on his chest. 

I knew he has his eye's closed. So I dug my nail's in his six pack he jump's and I laugh and so does he, he get's dressed and leave's us to go to my Father.

I know it is time to text Sam to tell him.

Me- Sam I'm coming over to see you are you home Chris xx

Sam- Yeah Chris I'm home. I've just got in from work. See you soon. I love you xx

With that I call to Sarah. " Yes Mam ". I turn to her. " Sarah stay with my son until I return ". She nod's and I walked out my room and, I leave the palace quickly.

10 minutes later. I'm outside Sam's house. Oh blood this is going to be hard. I take a deep breath and knocked on Sam's door.

Sam open's the door with a smile. " Come on in Chris ". I walk passed him in to the house. We move to the sofa and sit down together. I turn to him.

 " I' ve come here because, I've made my choice ". He look's at me with so much love in his eye's." So what's your choice Chris ". I can't look at him.

 As I say this. So I look away. " I'm sorry Sam. I have chosen to mate with Seth. I'm so sorry, I will always love you. I just hope we can stay friends ".

 I feel his pain and, I know he will need time to think it through before he will give me an answer. " Chris leave now, I need to think ". With that he get's up and leave's the room.

 I can hear him crying. As I leave his house. I hope it's not the last time. I will come here. I hope, I will return here soon as his friend.

It's been 6 week's since the last time. I have seen Sam no text's no nothing. I just hope he is okay. I know he is working cause Lex has told me.

 I have also moved out of the palace with Seth jr, we are now living with Seth in his cabin. I'm also 3 week's pregnant again my life feel's empty without Sam in it. I love him still even if only as a friend. I know he need's more time to heal.

The choice's we make define who we are and, the choice's we makes have dire consequence's that we all have to live with forever.

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the next chapter is loss this is were chris will lose one of the men she love's.