Babydaddy trouble

I was happy, when I was loved, but now he took it away. By cheating on me. I gave him my all. I gave him my heart, things he needed, things he wanted, and our baby (Zarie Faith Homles). Even from this day he's not in her life or mine. Zarie cry every night thinking about him. She say "Mommy where is daddy". I have to say "He will be here soon". I have to lie to her for his dumb self. I'm tired of this. I just want to make Zarie happy. When I was at the movies with my new boyfriend. Guess who I saw? My babydaddy's girlfriend. I went up to her and said "Are you and Tony here together". she said "Yes". I said "Can you tell him he needs to care for his baby". She said "I'm pregnant with his baby". Then she hit me and me and her started fighting. She had two black eyes, but my lip was busted. The sad thing about it is that I think I killed her baby, but I didn't. She had an abortion, because she can't have Tony in her life. I don't blame her. So I apologize. Then I went to her house. I said "I'm so sorry". She told me to come in. I told her all about what he did to me. She said "He cheated on me too". We are now friends.