After having a big ordeal with Jake a few hours before, Angela went on a walk to a new park in her neighborhood. While walking through the park, she saw Nev. A boy who she had not seen in a long time. She didn't think anything of it. But Nev called out her name. She had no choice but to talk over to him and his friends playing basketball. She thought it was awkward, while he was having fun. She sat on the bench and watched Nev and his friends play basketball. He would always call out "this ones for you" and look at her. He would look at her and she would look back, he would say random things like "what are you looking at" and before she even had a thought he would say "shut up". That was his way of flirting. She knew that. But one time he said "shut up" and Angela said "make me". She knew what that did to him. His face dropped. She knew she now had power over him.
But when the game ended (he and his friends vs some grown men) he had to walk his younger cousin home. When dapping up Angela to leave, he held her hand and had a conversation with her. He wanted to make sure she'd still be there when he got back. She said she would be. She went for a walk tho, it was cold and windy. Just a walk around the park. He got back when she finished a lap.
They walked around their neighborhood, talking and laughing. He had asked her many times about how she would feel if they dated or started talking again. She kept saying she didn't know because she knew that Jake was still in her mind no matter what.
He had pulled her jacket a few times to make her get closer to him, she didn't know what to think. But she didn't like it. She didn't say anything tho cause it only happened a few times. But it would also tug on her cut.
Before she got to the park, her hoodie rubbed against her cut making it bleed. When she got to the park tho, she rolled her sleeve back down
While walking, she showed him her favorite block of the neighborhood. It was quiet and peaceful. The houses all looked different and each color house had its own spark.
But when they got to the park, the small park. They had stopped and sat down on the play structure. He was cold, so she sat next to him. He snuggled with her to keep warm. He did some wrestling trick to get her on her back, and scuffed up her new shoes. She didn't fight back. She didn't really know what to do. He layed on her chest and said "I could fall asleep like this" deep down, she could too. She had always dreamed of something like this. But she knew it was wrong. She was conflicting her past self, to her present self. She didn't know what to feel, or how to feel. All she knew, is that she had power over him.
He had tried to kiss her, but she quickly got up. She didn't want to kiss him, not yet. But when she tried walking away, he picked her up and threw her over his shoulder. She didn't know anyone could pick her up, her body dysmorphia had smeared her reality and the perception she gave herself.
But when he threw her over his shoulder, he slapped her ass hella hard. It was legit out of a movie. Or a wattpad story XD.
But he set her back down on the play structure where they were previously. He had gotten into a corner, and and wanted her to lay on him. They cuddled. He wanted them to switch spots, so they moved. While he laying on her he said "I didn't think this would ever happen... me and you" she had said back "I didn't what was going to happen"
It's not that she didn't enjoy it, she just merely didn't feel any emotions.
He got up again, and sat on the other side of the structure, she followed. They had just sat there, side by side.
He was now on his back, and her laying on him. He caressed her ass. She didn't mind, but he was no Jake, asking for concent. He said to her "you have a phat ass" she replied "I don't really think so" he stated that she did. But, they both had to leave soon.
While walking home, he held her hand. He made that move. He made all the moves. When she was turning, he grabbed her and pulled her close to him. She was stumped. He said "what do people do when they part away" she said "... I don't know lol" he said "hug". They hugged and went their separate ways. She didn't look back. She was texting her friend and telling her all about what had just happened. And only her.
When Angela and Nev got home, they FaceTimed for barely 12 minutes. Didn't really talk. He kept taking about that night while she was... flattered that he was thinking about her. He said he had to go get in the shower and hung up. She didn't think much of it. The conversation wasn't really going anywhere. She was watching YouTube while she waited. He never called back. It wasn't that big of a deal.
But the next day, she woke up and texted him at 1 in the morning that her parents still weren't home from a night of drinking. He obviously wasn't awake. But, went back to sleep. She finally woke up at 11am that Saturday and told him that her parents came home around 2. He didn't seem to care. I mean who would, it's not like he knows the trauma they've given her at such a young age.
Nev and Angela had been testing the rest of the day figuring out what they would do tonight. And that was hang out again. But Angela tried to make it clear that she didn't want to do anything.
But they were hanging out later that night.
