and this is when my feelings for you come back. theres just something. i don't know what it is??!? i just cannot get over you. i guess you meant so much to me that now, i cant get over you. i used to look forward to seeing you at school and how we would hug after class. and how we looked at each other during 3rd. but now. it really hurts to see you. i sit there and think to myself. wow. you were mine. and now what? we act like complete strangers. what made you do that to me? is it because i don't hang around the people you talk to? or am i just not good enough for you? because that's how you make me feel. useless. because you meant everything to me. and still do. i'm sorry. i cant help how i feel about you.
and so i say this on here. because i have no guts to tell you this.
