Natasha Romanoff x Reader one-shots [COMPLETE]

IT SHOULD'VE BEEN ME [A] [TW]

You were in your room all day, watching Star Wars on repeat. You were currently in his sweater, your hair a mess from the static. You smelt bad, but that was the least of your thoughts. You never went out, Your mom putting food by the door everyday, wanting you to handle the grief your own way.

It didn't help though.

4 months ago you put a bottle of advil by your bed, in case you missed him too much and wanted to end it all.

As you sighed, you picked up your phone that was placed next to the bottle. When you opened it, you were reminded of Peter's picture.

You opened your phone and clicked on the phone app. You went to voicemails and clicked the recent one, being from Peter.

"Hey, Y/N! I'm running a little late for our date. I just wanted to tell you that I'm not standing you up. Who would ever do that to a beautiful girl like you?" he chuckled, "Anyways, I love you so much. I'll talk--Oh! I see you! Okay, bye beautiful!"

You listened to the voicemail, crying as you heard his sweet and innocent voice. How it was really high pitched, which was one of the things you loved about him.

You cried as you set down the phone and grabbed the advil bottle. Without thinking, you went into your bathroom and burst it open, causing a lot to fall on the ground.

"Shit," You groan and sighed, "I guess this is the end. I'll be with you again, Peter."

You swallowed what was rest of the bottle.

As time goes on, your body was violently shaking, you on the ground and your body turned purple, white foam slowly making it's way up your throat.

"Y/N," Your mom knocked on the door, "Can you please open the door?"

You tried to answer, but couldn't, being in too much pain from the effects of your suicide attempt.

"Y/N?"

Unintentionally, you coughed loudly, turning into a scream as you felt your organs shut down.

"Y/N!" Natasha yelled and kicked open the door, "Guys! Get in here!"

As they were making their way to your room, Nat looked frantically around your room, then she spotted the bathroom door that was closed.

"What's wrong?" Tony asked Natasha.

"Y/N just screamed!" Natasha gestured to the bathroom door, "I think she's in here."

Pietro nodded, "Okay, shall we go in?"

Natasha kicked open the door, finding you on the floor, pills scattered everywhere, as you were gasping for air even though you wanted this.

"What did you do?!" Natasha shouted as she came to your side, rolling you over, "Y/N, what did you do?! No! Why?!"

All the Avengers were scrambling towards you.

You chuckled and whispered, "It should've been me."

then you died

jk