"My mind is constantly being haunted by my endless thoughts and I cannot handle it anymore," these were the words I screamed in my room, at the thought that no one was at home. In fact, I was equally surprised by the fact that I was not alone, on that evening.
Nothing terrifying happened that night, the 15th August 2018, three years ago. I was sound and safe. I also somehow managed to doze off. It is just that three years ago, I would never have had thought what would be awaiting me as from the next mornings. The following morning, I woke up as usual, late, for school. Of course, not really because I was always a latecomer, but because I hated school, not really school, but MY school. Who wants to be in the company of two toxic best friends, cruel heartless teachers and a school environment with no soul? Not me. That's when I started running. From everything. I just needed an escape.My alone time. At first, I thought my home would be my safe place but afterwards it slowly became a war field - the typical family fights and traumas. Then I thought to myself that I needed another way to give myself a little happy corner, away from everything. Looking back, I really wished I had chosen to fight back and face everything instead of constantly trying to run away from it.However, I could not really blame myself. Depression conquering me day by day, I found myself being more late for school. Honestly, it was not really not on purpose as it was very much intentional. Late buses meaning traffic jams and overcrowded buses. That's when I had my idea to find my happy little place. It all started by taking the bus who would take the longer route to school, just to vibe more to my music and somehow I felt surprisingly safer with strangers rather than my what you would call- "my close ones" to taking multiple different buses to be nowhere and just lost in the scenery outside the window and my songs.
It was then that it all happened, I saw him, when the bus stopped and hundreds of people fighting to get in the bus causing time delays, I saw him. His eyes did not met mine. However, my eyes, were all over him.
That's how it all started. The turning point my story.
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