Here comes a thought

Thinking

Sometimes I wonder why we are created. Is it a purpose we served? Or is for god's creation that we were made in the first place? I kept on thinking because im on a state of emptiness and depression.

My mother took me away from Magnolia so I can heal my grieving wounds in time. The whole guild agreed and wished me luck. Mother was too grieving but didn't let it take over her as it did for me.

"Drink some water" My mom tells me as she gave me a glass. She was having some alcoholic beverage because the drink was tainted dark. Plus I assume it was alcohol or some sorts.

"Thanks" Its been a few weeks of loss so the wounds is still fresh in our hearts. "You know.." Mom said softly "Im doing this for you, for us, since it hits us personally" She paused sipping on her wine "It would do you some good if you start somewhere else fresh. Maybe Gregie and the other can visit us if possible" She finished.

I sighed. No amount of time can heal me back together. I lost the closest person since I was born. Who knew it you didn't noticed until it was too late.

I felt nothing but shamed at myself. At least the living room was quiet again.

Mom burps covering her mouth "Oh boy!" She sighs deeply, not feeling shame of burping "This alcohol is going to make me drunk for sure!" She pouts. I gave a smile, a bit not all too happy.

"If your drunk mom, I catch you. Like dad did when your in trouble" I became protective of my mother as she is fragile since the funeral. Not too fragile because she crazy-strong, overprotective of me.

Even at the age of ten, Mom has her own ways of protecting me. Mom smiles weakly, letting out a groggy burp "thanks baby girl" She gently kiss me as a form of appreciation. I laugh softly gently laying her down on the sofa.

It was clear that she was beginning to get drunk, so I had to let her get some rest immediately. "Thanks dear" Mom says softly "Im sorry for getting myself drunk" Her cheeks puffed, letting out another burp.

"You know" I started "Burping in a way helps of ridding of the alcohol you just drank" I tell her softly as I grabbed a blanket to cover her. Mom gave me another sad smile "When did you get so grown up?" She ask me.

I shrugged "Since dad.." I didn't dare to finish that sentence. Mom laughs sadly, standing up and leans towards me. Another soft short kiss before laying back down "I promise I owe you for this. When I get better promise" She said.

"Dont be" I immediately replied back "Its part of my job to take care of you mother until you get better"
Mom sniffs softly "What did I ever do to deserve you?"

I smiled silently. I watched as mom's eyes close and she fell into a deep slumber. I let out another breath of relived.

Another crises just been resolved.