Nozomi and Eli have feelings for each other but they keep it secret from each other and the rest of Muse
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P.S. this during the game LLASSIF (Love Live All Stars School Idol Festival) Aquors and Nagasaki school...
The next day Eli didn't get any sleep she kept having nightmares "Well hopefully I can stop myself" Eli thought as she got up and dressed and sat on the couch not bothering to wake up Arisa as she was still mad about what happened yesterday as she heard a knock on the door "Eli open the door" Kanan said as Eli got up and opened the door "You look like you didn't get any sleep last night" Kanan said "Well I don't have my necklace anymore and it helped having it" Eli said "You don't need your necklace to pray you know" Kanan said "But I don't know how much longer I can fight though the thoughts I'm having" Eli said "What do you mean Eli" Kanan asked "Even though I know it's not my fault I still blame myself for what has happened and every time Arisa says that she'd wish I would die I can't help but feel like I should" Eli said "Here" Kanan said handing her an exact replica of her necklace "How?" Eli questioned "Mari she payed for it" Kanan said "How are things with Chika" Eli asked "She's still not talking to me" Kanan said "Thank you for the necklace Kanan it'll help" Eli said putting it on "But what did Mari have you do to get her to pay for it" Eli asked "She had me do nothing I guess seeing you lose your cool was reason enough to pay for the replica" Kanan said "Yeah I completely lost it I guess I was holding back a lot of emotions" Eli said "You can't hold all your feelings in one day they'll come out" Kanan said
Arisa came out of her bedroom "Убийство Канана" Arisa said in Russian "Did she say my name?" Kanan asked "Yeah Канана is Kanan in Russian" Eli said "So she speaks make me breakfast!" Arisa demands "You can make it yourself" Eli said walking to her bedroom "Eli wait you guys are sisters and even though Eli lied to you Arisa she really loves and cares about you and wants to protect you from any harm even the emotional kind so please forgive her" Kanan said "She still lied to me and got our parents killed" Arisa said "And you think that she doesn't stay up late at night thinking about it trust me she does" Kanan said "Why doesn't she show that to me then!!" Arisa yelled "Because she knows you're grieving and she doesn't want to show you any pain because she wants to be strong for you" Kanan said
"Kanan it's fine I'm fine" Eli said as Kanan walked into Eli's bedroom "You're not fine Eli...You're just acting fine for Arisa but we both know you're not fine" Kanan said "Eli if you were fine then you wouldn't have gotten mad yesterday or today" Kanan added "Kanan I'm fine I'll be fine" Eli said unknowingly crying "Then why are you crying" Kanan said hugging Eli "Kanan I'm fine I'm completely fine don't worry" Eli said in tears "Eli you're having a breakdown" Kanan said "Kanan I'm fine don't worry" Eli said "I'm calling Nozomi this isn't fine you're not fine Eli no matter how many times you tell us that you're fine we know you're not and Nozomi is very worried about you so I'm going to call her and tell her to come" Kanan said "Kanan don't she'll worry for nothing I'm fine please don't Kanan please Nozomi doesn't need to worry more please don't call her" Eli said sobbing "Eli you're such a great sister and you take care of everyone but you need to take care of yourself focus on Eli not Nozomi not Arisa focus on yourself okay" Kanan said followed by "That's the only way to get me not to tell Nozomi if you do that I promise that I won't tell Nozomi okay" as Kanan let go of Eli "Okay but you have to do the same thing" Eli said "This is what I mean both of us think of others before ourselves and right now both of us need to focus on ourselves" Kanan said "Eli..." Arisa said with tears in her eyes "Arisa how much did you hear" Eli asked "Did I do this?!" Arisa panicked "No of course not" Eli said "But Kanan said that you were having a breakdown?!" Arisa exclaimed "I'm not I'm fine Arisa don't worry and you didn't do anything this is just everything I've been avoiding" Eli said "But that because of what I've been saying to you isn't it" Arisa said "No it's not" Eli said "Truth!" Kanan said "Maybe" Eli said "Eli tell the truth!" Kanan said "Yes but I don't blame you at all for feeling what you need to feel" Eli said "How long?" Arisa asked "What" Eli said "How long have you felt this way?" Arisa asked "Well since I found out that grandmother was sick and I guess I've been pushing all those feelings down to stay strong for you" Eli said as there was a knock on the door "Elichi!!!!! Are you okay?!?!?!" Nozomi yelled "What did I say worried" Kanan said "Arisa can you let them in" Eli said as Arisa opened the door and they all walked to Eli's room "Elichi..." Nozomi said "Kanan what happened?" Nozomi asked "She had a breakdown I think she needs to focus on herself because this isn't healthy anymore she can't keep pushing her feelings down or this could get worse" Kanan said "It's not healthy for you either Kanan" Mari said "Do you really want me to let them out because I will but I know what will happen if I do and that needs to stay buried" Kanan said "Kanan..." Mari said "It doesn't matter I can't say anything so I won't" Kanan said "I'm sorry..." Mari said "I know your sorry but sorry doesn't make it better I wish you would get that but it doesn't matter because you don't want to leave him because you love him" Kanan said "I never said that Kanan" Mari said "You didn't have too so you don't have to listen to me but call me if anything happens and I'll be there you know I will" Kanan said "Mari I noticed when you came in" Eli said "She won't leave" Kanan said
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