Not my fault,My fate

Chapter Forty-three

Theme: Funny how we are quick to judge

  🎂🥂   TANIA'S POV❤️🌈

   It was another day but not like every other day,today was special...... Its my birthday!! 🎉🎉

    I don't really look forward to my birthdays,it was never a really special day for me and I did the same things every year..... Mum drops a present in my room before she leaves for work and when I'm up,Dad and I blow out the candles on my cake before he leaves for work too and for that day,we have cake for dinner and I just repeat some boring stuffs.

    That's how it has been since the demise of Tonia,I remember having special birthdays when we were little,days when mum didn't leave for work early and she comes home in the evening for Family musical night..... Its just a night during our birthdays when we perform for the family by playing the instruments and singing. There were old beautiful days.

    Actually today feels different, I just got up from bed though but I can feel this energy and joy around me,i feel great. I mean I'm a year older-that's 18 in your face but I'm feeling excited,its unlikely of me.

   I turned to my bedside to see if mum had gotten me a present as 'always' but__there was nothing there,that was weird, Mum always drops my present by my bedside. OK it feels awkward.

   I went downstairs to check on Dad,I'm sure he's waiting for me to come and blow the candles off my cake,we do this every year so I'm certain that he's waiting for me. But I was shocked to the bones............. I found a note on the kitchen table and no cake or even Dad. I took the note and read it...........

          Mσrníng príncєѕѕ,íf чσu αrє rєαdíng thíѕ αlrєαdч,чσu αrє prσвαвlч wσndєríng whєrє í αm. í hαd tσ lєαvє hσmє quítє єαrlч duє tσ ѕσmє unfíníѕhєd вuѕínєѕѕ at wσrk. í'll be вαck єαrlч,i lσvє чσu príncєѕѕ!

    Dad isn't home??!!! And did you see what just happened now..... There was no single birthday wish in the note. Are you kidding me??!! Did he forget? Or what's actually going on? And of all days to leave extra early to work,did it have to be today?!

   As much as I was pissed at my parents for whatever they were doing or just did, I was also curious to know what was going on but right now I need at least one reminder that someone actually cares about my birthday. I went up back to my room to get my phone and find comfort and some soothing words from My Romeo and also my best friend_Hailey.

    Okayyyyyy!!!!!! You wouldn't believe this..... Imessage,Instagram, Tumblr,palm chat,twitter__ No single message or birthday wish from my boyfriend..... This is sick! Did Aliens come when I was asleep and took my loved ones to mars or something.

   I took in a deep breathe and called Adrian, I need to hear what's going on from one person at least...... I wasn't able to get to him,his line wasn't going through and kept asking to leave a voice mail.

    I called Hailey too and I wasn't able to get through to her. I called Chase..... No g*ddamn reply too. Ok! Now this is bothering and not making me mad anymore, i mean the most important people in my life aren't available to wish me happy birthday and i don't even know what's going on with them.

    I sat on my bed and drowned into a world of thoughts, I was sad..... Today was more like a sad day than a birthday,all the energy and vibes I woke up with all died. My eyes travelled to where my new guitar was__in the corner,I picked it up and as heavy as my heart was,I fiddled it with the impression of creating a sad piece but it was just noise I was making. I signed up for a class downtown for guitar lessons.... And now I'm thinking I should go today,I mean I'm not doing anything at the moment and if I want to get into Julliard, I need to start perfecting my talent.