Not my fault,My fate

Chapter Forty-six

Theme:Its over!

   🍯🌟 TANIA'S POV😪😣

   My whole life was about to flash before my eyes with what I was about to hear the doctor say....... "She has less than a...." And he stopped,why did he stop?! Why is he not talking again??!

    Seems like he noticed someone was eavesdropping so he consciously changed the subject and gave my mum an eye signal. Still the same, whether I heard the exact period or not__ its crystal clear that I have a limited time to live.

    Why is this still happening??! I thought I was fine...... So I was not! So much was going through my head and I couldn't think straight. I wanted to walk up to my mum and dad, And ask them why they hid such a thing from me..... This is so unfair!!! But then I couldn't bring myself to start that conversation with them,they had their reasons to keep that secret from me..... And now I know,I can hardly breathe or accept it.

    I was moody all through the day,i couldn't focus or keep up with everything I had to do. I couldn't play the guitar or sing a song without not shedding a tear, I tried to sleep but sleep wasn't coming,even at dinner..... I couldn't eat,the food was just 'there'.

    "What's wrong honey??! You are not eating" Mum asked.

    "I'm not really hungry......" I said as I stood up to leave the table.

    "You are leaving?! Take few spoons princess..... You need to eat something" Dad said.

    "I don't have the appetite"

  "You have to eat something, you need to princess" Dad said adamantly.

     "I said I'm not hungry!!!! Why must I eat when I'm not hungry uhn.... Because I'm sick right?!!" I raised my voice in rage as I stormed out of the dining.

   "What's going on?!" Dad asked with a confused look.

     "i'll go talk to her" Mum replied.

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    Days passed by and I wasn't back to my happy self,I was getting really upset with everything..... What kind of fate do I have??

    The final exams was approaching and if I wanted to apply for Julliard,i have to write the exam and make good grades. I went for night classes and Adrian gives me extra coaches,he also gives me music lessons after work. Adrian really played a major role in my life and recently I've not been myself, I really let what I overhead the doctor say get the best of me.

     One night when Adrian and i were both coming back from night class on our bicycle, my vision got blurry and I fell of my bicycle.

    "Babeeeee!!!! I'm so sorry" Adrian rushed to help me up.

    "Yeah I'm fine!!" I said as I let go off his hand to stand alone.

    "Are you sure?? You have been acting awkward all night..... You weren't even paying attention in class or even yesterday either"

    "I said I'm fine..... Stop being a baby" I said in frustration.

     "I'm being a baby? Are you for real?!" Adrian asked with a shocked face.

    "Yeah..... You know what..... I can't do this anymore" i said as I mustered courage.

   "Do what??!!"

   "This!! This relationship thing!! I'm done.....!!"

    "You are what?!! Adrian asked with a bewildered look.