Dear Fred, love Y/n

Dear Fred

Dear Fred Wesley,

I know you would say this is stupid and your probably up there laughing at me for writing this to you even though your dead but it helps wrighting to you...

It's been 1 year now...

The day you died a piece of me did to...

Nobody's the same since you left, We all miss you

I stayed at your burrow to make sure everyone was ok... But it's hard...

Your mum still thinks that gorge is you sometimes... Nobody really talks at tea anymore...

Sometimes harry or Hermione try to crack a joke to lighten the mood but when they do gorge starts to cry...

We still leave an empty chair and plate at the table for you...

It's kinda funny... Your dad has been putting your shoes on the coffee table, because you and gorge ALWAYS had your feet up on the table...

Oh god now I'm crying again... This sucks...

On thanks giving Ron left a turkey leg for you... That must have been hard to do since he loves food

Your father has not been back to work yet... He stopped talking about muggles... It's getting worse by the day...

We have all been trying our best though... We know if you were here you would tell us to stop crying about you...

We all love and miss you but Ginny needs you the most... I know she's not a kid anymore but she's the youngest she is the strongest out of all of us she is the only one keeping us sane...

But it's hard on her... 2 nights ago I heard her crying so I went to go check on her... I heard her mumbling so I hid in the door way... 

She was sitting on the edge of your bed wearing one of your old quitich jerseys and clutching onto your beaters bat...

She was crying so loud... she was rocking back and forth than she said... "Come back Fred... Please come back. I miss you..."  She took a deep breath and than yell "I need my big brother... Come back Fred..." Than quietly said "I love you brother"

I got up and gave her a hug... We both layed down in your bed and cried ourselves to sleep...

Gorge has been having a difficult time to... He can't sleep in your guys room anymore it hurts him to much... He lost his other half...

He doesn't even prank anymore he can't smile or laugh when he trys  to laugh, nothing comes out and he crys... I saw him talking to the mirror last week..

He had his hand on it and was sobbing he looked at his reflection and said "I look just like you bro... Or maybe it's not me I'm looking at maybe it's a portal to heaven" he hopes with all of his heart it's a portal...

I miss you as well...

I remember you were teaching me to fly and I fell off the broom...

You flew over and cought me inches from the ground

You didn't leave my side untill I fell asleep...

I miss you Fred...

You were my first Hogwarts crush... You were always the better looking twin...

I hope you don't mind but me and Ginny took all your shirts and we Ware them to sleep...

When we have your shirts on we feel safe...

But well make it through this all together...

We are all ok...

You don't have to worry... 

You can rest now...

Goodnight for good Fred..

I love you... 

               Love, Y/n

A/n: please don't take this without asking...