Roscovio 3: Wildest Ecstacy

BLAZE AERON

Blaze

Mabilis kong pinaharurot ang sasakyan ko palayo sa building na pinanggalingan ko. Habang pilit kinakalma ang sarili.

"Fuck it! Fuck it!"

Paulit-ulit na pagmumura ko. Pagkatapos ng ginawa ko para sa kaniya? Lahat ng sakripisyo ko, tapos lolokohin niya lang ako?

Tinulungan ko siyang makapagtapos ng pag-aaral kahit na ang sarili kong allowance binibigay ko sa kaniya para lang maigapang ang pag-aaral niya tapos lolokohin niya lang ako?

"Damn you! Pauline!"

Hindi ko na napigilan ang labis na galit, kaya hininto ko muna ang sasakyan ko sa gilid sa madilim na parte.

"Saan ba ako nagkulang? Mahal na mahal ko siya, tapos lolokohin niya lang ako. Ang mas masakit pa sa kaibigan kong itinuturing kong kapatid."

Iniisip ko kung saan nga ba ako nagkulang? Habang hinahampas ang manibela ng sasakyan.

"Tangina! She was my first love, my first in everything. I thought she's the one I can call my future wife, but I was wrong!"

I greeted my teeth as my tears burst out. "When will they start cheating behind my back? I know I'm not that perfect boyfriend, but I always do my best to be enough for her... Damn it hurts."

Pinerahan niya lang ako para sa pansarili niya. Muling kumuyom ang kamao ko. I was about to punch the window of my car. But my phone suddenly rang.

Kinalma ko muna ang sarili ko bago sinagot ang tawag.

"Oh?"

Bungad ko ng sagutin ang tawag ng kambal ko. Pero narinig ko lang itong humalakhak.

"Where are you, brother?"

"Why?"

"Oh come on, don't tell me you forgot?"

Mabilis na napakunot ang noo ko at pilit inaalala kung anong meron. Hanggang biglang humalakhak ang kakambal ko sa kabilang linya.

"Fuck you Bro, Walter will be mad at you." he said while laughing.

Shit. "I'm coming. I'll be there in a minute." I said. I was about to end the call when he suddenly spoke.

"Faster brother, ang sesexy at ang hot mga babae. I can't wait to fuck them the whole night." He chuckled.

"Gago! You know I'm loyal!" I hissed.

They don't know that Pauline was cheating on me. They thought she was decent and loyal too.

"I know that brother, but let see kung Hindi ka tigasan mamaya. Ako nga tinitignan pa lang sila, tangina tinatayuan na." He laughed again. "Pauline wouldn't not know, just try it once."

My jaw tightened. "I'm not like you, Bart!" I said before I ended the call.

I breathed out heavily, before I opened the engine and started driving again, while thinking about Pauline.

She was my everything, I don't know if I could find another woman to change her in my heart. She's perfect for me.

Even though she cheated on me, I still love her. I still love my childhood sweetheart.

Muli kong pinaharurot ang sasakyan patungo sa bar ni Walter. I almost forgot na may pa throw party pala siya dahil malapit na siyang ikasal.

Maybe I could use this night to get wasted. To forget the pain they'd caused.

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Mula sa labas maririnig ang ingay mula sa loob ng bar. Ni lock ko muna ang kotse ko bago tuluyan pumasok.