Ch9 Im not enough

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Y/N

"Tonight you will meet her, Jimin."

I suddenly became weak when I heard what mum said. I wanted to protest, but I waited for Jimin to do it by himself, so I just stayed silent.


"Mom, can Y/N meet her too? I think Y/N will be at---"


"She will not be hurt any further as a result of this. I'm sorry Y/N, but what I'm doing is what's good for all of us."

Mum said this after interrupting Jimin's speech. I close my eyes, trying to stop my tears before grabbing my glass to take a sip of water.


"Jimin is old enough to make his own decision. If he thinks this will make him happy, then I won't stop him. My consent is not needed."

I said after putting down my glass, and then I stood up ready to leave.


"If you'll excuse me, Mum, I want to go up now. I'm done eating anyways."

I said before giving her my bow and walking out of the dining room.


"Baby-"

"Son..."

I heard Jimin calling me, but Mum also called him right away. I didn't stop and just continued my journey, heading straight to my room. I don't want to hear anything about their plan. I can't stand it anymore.

I shut the door to my room and sat down on my bed, as I lacked the energy and strength to deal with this situation.I tried to understand them. I tried to accept their plan, but why is it hard and it hurts? Just thinking of Jimin touching another woman kills me. Did he even know how much it pains me to know that he would sleep with someone else? Why is it so easy for him to accept and agree with this?


Am I not enough for him?

Maybe he is bored of me already?

Maybe I can't satisfy him in bed?

Maybe...



"Baby, open the door please. I want to talk to you before I leave."

I was cut to questioning myself when Jimin's voice echoed behind the door. I just stayed silent and closed my eyes.


What will you tell me, Jimin? You want to tell me that you have to do this because I'm useless and can't give you a child? You don't have to say it, Jimin, because you already showed me and made me feel it. I already knew it. Just go on and continue to make Mum happy, continue to follow and obey what she asks you, continue to let Mum control you, "us."






It's already 10 at night but Jimin has not yet come home. I remember Mum asking him to meet the woman she chose to be the surrogate for Jimin's child. I'm not used to him coming home this late, but I guess I need to train myself for this from now on, and maybe soon Jimin will not come home at night.

Or maybe they will not come home anymore.

Or maybe they will not come home anymore

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