Succubus ✔(Bucky Barnes X OC X Steve Rogers) AU

Chapter 19

Steve POV-

I got up to see Bucky and Freyja gone. I must have slept in. Getting up I pulled on my boxers. I exit her room to go to my room to grab some clothes. As I open my door, it hits me. Did I tell Freyja I loved her last night? No. she didn't say anything back. But I did fall to sleep. I didn't say that did I? If I did would she say it back? Wait..Do I love Freyja? Its a messed up situation we are in, how would that even work between us? I don't mind it, but if I love her, which I still am unsure, would she only be with me? She did say she liked us both. It's not like she's really even mine. Hell she's not even my girlfriend. I mean, we did talk about that.

Did she hear me say it last night? God, I hope she didn't. I think she was already asleep. I know Bucky was. He passed out fast. But so did I. Was it one of those drunken thoughts type of things? But I wasn't drunk, I can't even get drunk.

After changing I left my room to see Bucky nod at me. Does he know? No, he would have definitely of said something. We don't hide stuff from one another.

"Hey where's Frey?" I asked casually, trying to seem calm. Inside I was a bit freaked out she heard me.

Bucky shrugged. "She went to train this morning, might still be down there. She seemed a bit spaced." He said as we walked to the elevator. I hid my reaction by looking away from him. My breath hitched. She so heard me. I freaked her out, didn't I? Does that mean she didn't feel the same?

We went to the training room to find her doing some kind of gymnastics. She was currently doing pushups in a handstand. Her body was clad with a sports bar and shorts that were skin tight. Music was blaring loudly. Bucky watched her with me for a minute before turning to me, "Want to spar a bit?"

"Uh- I was actually going to do some kickboxing on a bag for a bit. Then run." I muttered. Truth was I wanted to keep an eye on her. Last time she got emotional she ran and broke down. She seemed fine right now though. My breath hitched as I saw some sweat going down her cleavage.

"Oh, okay, I might go see if someone wants to spar with me then." He muttered, he seemed slightly disappointed. I felt bad for pushing him away, but I had things on my mind right now. I went to the punching bag and breathed, facing so I could see her. She had done a flip out of her hand stand. I started punching the sand bag so avoid confrontation, or more so she wouldn't see me watching her. She had grabbed a jump rope and started doing some straight legged jumping. She was going intense on her workout today. I barely noticed Bucky come back in with Nat, they were in the ring sparring to the side.

I kicked the bag and knocked it off. Going to grab another, I saw Tony standing to the side of the training room watching Frey. He looked a bit concerned so I looked back to her. She looked zoned out and her fingers sparked a bit. I looked back to Tony to see him nod to me, signaling me over to him.

Sighing I walked over to him, using a towel to wipe the little bit of sweat I had accumulated. I hadn't really been working out long.

"What happened last night?" Tony asked immediately when we stepped out. I looked at him confused. "Oh come on. She was fine when I brought her back to you guys, She had a bit of a thing when I asked her about you two. But other than that she was fine. So tell me, why is she sparking and training so hard?" She had a moment yesterday? Why didn't Bucky and I know about it? Well..Bucky didn't really give her a minute to even talk.

"She might of heard me say something last night. But I don't even know if I actually said it. I was nearly asleep and it was like I was drunk or something and it might of just slipped." Tony waved his hand in my face to shut me up.

"What did you say, Capsicle? Cause she clearly heard you."

"I might have told her I loved her." I admitted. I sighed and ran my hands over my face.

"You didn't." Tony said, he sighed, "I was talking to her at lunch, asking her about your relationships together. She started to spark a bit when I asked her why she didn't claim the two people she can actually be with. I don't know why she freaked out."

"Shit." I muttered as I threw my hand at the air, "I'm such an idiot." I walked to the wall and smacked it, "She is scared to love someone." I muttered. "I ruined it. She fell in love once and it ended bad. And then here I am telling her I love her. Not even a few days after she showed me what had happened." I turned back to Stark.

"A lot of relationships end badly though. I'm sure she knows that."

"No. It didn't end just badly. She killed him...on accident." I ran my hand through my hair as Tony looked at me shocked.

"She...What?" He was in utter shock. "She didn't tell me about that. But then again I did bring your relationship up pretty fast. But I mean do you blame me?"

I sighed. "How am I going to fix this?" I turned to look back at her behind the doors. She was now doing squats.

"Give her a few days. It'll be alright." Tony reassured patting my back. God I hope so.