JIMIN
I felt really guilty about what I did, especially when I saw my lovely wife shed tears of pain. I can feel her pain. If she does what I did, sleeping with someone that is not me, I don't know if I will accept it too. I'm still thankful she forgave me so easily and understood me.
Y/N is a really calm and understanding person. Her patience is long. She always tries to understand the people around her and puts them before her. She grew up in this kind of environment; her parents were both humble and kind. Her father is so calm, the very opposite of what he looks like. He has a very built body and a strong man figure, but he is very calm even if he is mad.Y/N's mum is like her, very open-minded, caring, and understanding. In three years of being married to her, we never got into a huge fight. She tried her best to be a good wife, and indeed she was. She always respects my decision, even if it's against her will. I know she is not only thinking of me if she disagrees, she is also thinking of my mum. She never asked me to move out of mum's mansion, even after living here for three years, knowing all the laws here are from mum.
I know she doesn't like the idea of hiring someone to carry my child. I know she's hurting, but she just cries out her pain alone. She accepted it, even though she was hurting.
But I won't deny it. Last night's sex with the surrogate that mom hired was the best sex I ever had and that I never experienced even with Y/N. That woman knows how to satisfy someone's needs. I'm not saying that my wife can't satisfy me. What I have with Y/N is love, and what I did with that woman last night was just lust and nothing else. I just did it for the sake of having an heir. I tried to control myself after she asked me for a bath. I knew she wanted to do it again in the bathroom, but Y/N came into my mind, so I declined her offer and left her apartment after wearing my clothes back.
And because of the quilt, of me sleeping with another woman, I ended up spending the rest of the night inside my car in our mansion's garage.
I changed into my office clothes and headed downstairs for breakfast when I noticed Y/N on the phone in the garden. I slowly take my steps to where she is and wrap my hands around her waist.
"Is that Mum?"ImShe just hummed, then told me to go and have our breakfast. We walked to the dining room hand in hand, like we hadn't had a misunderstanding. When we reached the dining room, mum was already there, sitting down. We greeted her and sat down in our chairs beside each other.
"Good morning, did you two have a good sleep?"Mum asks, still looking at the newspaper she is reading. I didn't answer her and just came near her to give her a peck on her forehead.
Y/N just smiled at Mom and bowed her head slightly before taking a seat.
"Jimin, why don't you bring Y/N with you to the office so she can relax a bit. I know she is stressed out about the situation, but anyway, I'll be out the whole day today."
Mum said, looking at me then to Y/N.
"Okay mum, that's a good idea."I'm smiling while looking at my wife, who was not leaving her sight of her food, but she cut me off.
"I'm fine mum. I don't want to disturb Jimin at his work. "Y/N answered, looking at mum smiling, but I know it's the fake one. I know she is not fine.
My wife is not fine at all.
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Surrogates || PJM ff Complete BTS JIMIN
RomanceI won't deny it, last night that sex with the surrogate that mum hired to carry my heir was the best sex I ever had. And never experience even with my wife Y/N. Please don't forget to follow and vote. Thank you 💜 ⛔️This book contains adult contents...