𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙿𝙴𝚁𝙺𝚂 𝙾𝙵 𝙻𝙸𝚅𝙸𝙽𝙶 𝙸𝙽 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝙰𝚂𝚂 ☘ 𝚈𝙾𝙾𝙽𝙶𝙸 √

𝚕𝚎𝚝𝚝𝚎𝚛 𝚡

I have always told Mae about my younger sister, Aria. She is 8 years old and adorable. She's way younger than me, causing me to act like a parent. But a good parent. You know, the one she can run into when my parents scold her.

I talked about my sister a lot to Mae. She told me once that she wondered if her older brother talked about her the same way I do with my friends. I didn't realize what she meant until now.

Hoseok and Mae were sitting in the living room and Hoseok was trying to cheer her up. Poking her shoulder and pulling her cheek. The things Rae did to grab Jimin's attention. But she wasn't replying. She was just sitting there like a stone.

Then Hobi side hugged her and rested his cheek on her shoulder.

Sometimes I wish I could control how I feel because I keep forgetting I'm mad at her. My mind keeps slipping into worry whenever I look at her.

Then she hugged him back, her eyes softer than usual as if she really appreciated him hugging her. Then he asked her what happened.

She said, she missed her brother.

Hoseok was confused and told her to just call her brother.

She simply smiled and said, 'I wish I could but you see he has dreams and his dreams don't involve me'.

I was shocked, how could his brother do that. I don't even know his brother's name.

I wish I could hug her tight but I couldn't.
But hoseok did that for me. He hugged her and told her "we got your back" to which she smiled.

If you're wondering where was I when they were talking, I was in the kitchen. I returned to the living room and sat on the couch. My legs on the arm of the couch. She saw me and we both rolled our eyes at each other and Hoseok laughed seeing us.

She stood up and went to her room, trust me seeing her walk away hurt but I pretended as if it was all fine. Cliché, right? Yeah.

Then she came back after a minute with her books and told us,

"I am dumb, one of my classmates asked me if we could study together for tomorrow's test and I agreed." 

She looked so cute when she pouted.

"Why don't you study in your room?" Hoseok asked. I was wondering the same question but I'm glad she was in the living room. At least I could see her.

"I ain't letting anyone come to my room ever, people invade my privacy." She answered, making eye contact with me. It was clear as crystal she was referring to when I saw her abortion papers but I didn't care to feel guilty. She's the one who should be feeling guilty.

She kept the books on the table and went to grab some snacks for her friend.

She passed a packet of chips to Hoseok oh so nicely before throwing another packet at my face. But I caught it. Then she sat on the floor, her back was against the couch and ate her Doritos. Did I make you hungry? I'm sorry.