Two of a Kind

End of the Beginning

'If you wanna hide
You're losing your mind
You gotta lean on somebody
I'll be that somebody for ya
Thousand miles, it doesn't matter
When you're feeling under pressure
Say the word, I'll be there...'
-ATEEZ

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Will today be the day?

Do I feel fulfilled?

Have I had enough of this life?

I carefully unravelled the cap of the small container and out stumbled a big black ugly pill which looked like the eyes of death himself. I glanced outside the window, the sun about to rise and greet the gloomy clouds with its cherishable kiss making the dark sky turn blue and giving the moon the rest it deserves.

A year of being a human had its ups and downs. The humans were chaotic beings who never think twice about the consequences they will face for the most immature things they do.

They cared less about the time left and lived their lives carefree laughing their hearts out.A small smile crept to my face thinking all these. Most people didn't even acknowledge me when I came here, saw me as an odd being in a group of normal powerless beings who still believed in the concept of soulmates. I scoffed and looked at my forearm.

Jung Wooyoung

The dark ink against my pale white skin made it look like a meaningless sin mocking at my humanless soul. I grabbed the pill closed my eyes and swallowed it down with a gush of soda which burnt my throat all the way down to my stomach. I clutched my stomach for a minute steadying myself by holding onto the porcelain sink. I looked up and saw a teenage boy with wide sea-green eyes and tousled black-blue hair stared back at me with a wry smile.

A small burning sensation started filling my back which slowly cleared off the numbness of my upside-down V wound, the place where my beautiful white wings existed now ripped off by the god himself which waiting for me in the cupboard of my room. But God knows whether I will see them again.

The thought of being put up to test by God and Lucifer to see where exactly I belonged made me feel all giddy and started wondering why I ever took the tablet.

You had enough of this place San. It's time to go back home.

I walked out of the washroom and started getting ready for the last day of my life. I started dressing up in my favourite button-down red shirt and paired it up with dark blue ripped jeans. I took my bag and walked out of my home, something which I will never be able to rejoice again.

I was an angel, a very handsome one in fact who was filled with the thought that no one can be better than him. And I paid the price for it. God had enough of my ego and sent me down to earth, ripping my wings out and giving me the black pill of death. He asked me to return back when I felt like I had enough of this place. Then I will be put up for the trial and see which place will be more suitable for me on the basis of the sins I have committed in my human life. Hell or heaven? Where will I go to?

The morning sessions were pretty boring for me to witness on my last day as a human. Were other days usually passed by this fast or is it only today? I don't know and for now, I don't need to think about it. I took my own sweet time wandering the streets and roaming my university and finally entered my class to see most of the guys sitting on their tables, a group of girls at the corner of the room gossiping about god-knows-what occasionally giggling and shooting glances at me as I walked up to my place next to the window. I started to sink down when Yeosang sprang from behind me giving my already weakening heart a wild heart attack.