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 TW// R@PE  I won't be giving trigger warnings but yea I am telling you guys here.

The night had just begun and I was the only one who had begged, this is some sort of bizarre war that I am sure I will win. I made it my mission to make him beg for it, beg until his toes start to curl and he is whimpering under me. I can be someone's bitch if I want to but the second I change my mind they are my bitch.

 "Lay down, Hay," I whisper in his ear while demanding him. "Make me," he replies with a smirk knowing I will never take no for an answer, I push him over so he is forced to lay down and quickly pin his hands up so he has nowhere to go. "If I want to be your bitch, I can but never think I can't make you mine. mmh?" Hay gulps bobbing his adams apple and I notice his breathing becoming heavier. 

 In a matter of seconds, our lips smashed against each other. I could feel myself melting onto him like his magical touch could make me forget about the world. I lost all my senses when I stopped kissing his lips and started to kiss his body all the way to his V - line. With the image of him screaming my name and begging for me, I was eager to take it in my mouth.

 Keeping eye contact with Elias I spit on his size and start to stroke it at a steady speed, giving him only a tease of what's to come. "Fuck, Ivy" he groans while I lick the tip of his dick not giving him the full satisfaction. I begin to take his size in my mouth not fitting all of it all in, faster and faster. Just to piss him off and give him the taste of his own medicine I stopped and stared at him, letting him come back to his senses and realize what a mess he is. "God Ivy, what the fuck" he groans at me wanting me to continue. "Beg for it baby"  

 He takes a deep breath before handing me my imaginary trophy by doing what I wanted from the very start. "Shit, Ivy please p-please" he pleads out of breath waiting for me to let him finish, I obey his order and let him finish. But apparently, that isn't the end, he is nowhere near done with me. I get off him and lay down thinking we were done for the night. He catches me off guard by getting on top of me. He slaps and chokes me, "Continue with this cocky attitude and I'll fuck it right out of you, understand?" I nodded at his question but he chokes me even harder blocking the air from entering my throat. "I need a verbal answer, mi amore," I attempt to respond despite not being able to breathe, "y-yes I understand" I respond to him and he smirks back.

He teases me by rubbing my clit with his inches before entering it inside me, hay kept hitting my g spot-causing my legs to shake but my body yearend his touch, lips and even his grip on my hips. He is a walking sin waiting for a sinner. He's a beast, a lustful beast fulfilling all your needs and desires. 

Hades is a walking sin and I am the sinner

After going at it the whole night with our sweaty bodies against each other and our lustful eyes enjoying the others view we finally decided to go into the shower, "Ivy, look at me" he says softly causing me to turn around and lock eyes with him in the shower, "mmh?" he pauses and doesn't respond to me. Hay grabs my chin up and sincerely looks at me, "I am sorry, I didn't know if you were into the slapping or whatever-" I cut him off to stop him from continuing his ridiculous apology, I cup his face in my hands and force him to bend down to be able to look at me in my eyes, "Elias, don't be dumb now, okay? I enjoyed it and had no problem with it. I promise." I explain to him and he seemed like he needed that reassurance.

I liked this Hades, the one that washes my hair for me and carries me when my legs can't carry me not the one that was brought up into hating me and wanting me dead. We got out of the shower and Hades had called room services to get us new sheets so we can actually sleep on them. He changed the covers, carried me to the bed and we cuddled. I felt safe in his warm arms, with him nothing mattered, it was just me and him and no one else.  

"What are we gonna do about this, I don't think I should be sleeping with the enemy." I say playfully and he laughs, "Darling, let's not worry about that and enjoy whatever this is." He whispers in my ear softly causing me to fall asleep.  I slowly find myself dosing off into this dark and horrid place that is also known as my mind...

"Daddy? Daddy? Please let me out, daddy. I'll be good, I promise," I don't know why daddy left me in the darkroom again. I think it has to do with me talking to Samantha, father isn't very fond of me talking to our servents but I see them as family. "Ivy, I am coming innn." an unfamiliar male voice speaks. Four men barge into the room and two of them are carrying some sort of torture device with chains.

I can only recognise one of the men, Samuel. He is one of fathers best men, also one of the meanest and weirdest, he's holding an injection with a blue liquid in it. All of a sudden a punch went straight to my head and all I could feel was pain, my salty tears running past my face and men laughing at the sounds of my whimpers.

I woke up to the prickle of a needle in my neck and three men now in front of me, I'm hung up on a wooden board with chains spreading my legs and hands apart. I could feel the cold air on my naked body and the disgusting stares of old men staring at their prey. Being helpless is the worst feeling in the world, not being able to save yourself from all the misery and suffering just makes you want to end more than anything.

"Shit, for a ten-year-old her body hers is so curvy." one of the unfamiliar men comment on my body as if it is a dress in a shop just to be used and thrown away. "I am going first on her." Samuel states. I start to scream as Samuel comes closer and grabs my hips tightly, "M-Mommy M-mommy please help me, Dadd-daddy please come help me." I scream with all the power in me as he lowers his pants and invites himself inside me, "Your mother is dead, little girl and your father doesn't care about you." I saw my future light up in flames in front of me while my mind starts to become dark and that's when I couldn't take it anymore.

But I am just a little girl, a little girl with too much darkness within her

He took the soul out of me and my heart was taken out for the second time by a man, filthy men. Mama warned me about men and I never understood why should we worry, now I know. The other man walked up to me right after Samuel had just ruined my body with bruises and slap marks. I'm petrified of what is to come.

"STOP IT I C-CAN'T  PLEASE JUST PLEASE G-GET OFF ME," I tell them while sobbing. My insides are burning and my eyes can't produce any tears. I was still being used by grown men. I am not scared anymore. All I feel is emptiness like I am being robbed of all emotions. I thought my mother's death was a horrendous event but this is dreadful, having your soul removed from your body while staring down at the lifeless body that is being vandalised.

I inhaled deeply and exhaled, "HEELPP PLEASE ANYONE SAVE ME" 

"IVY IVY, LOOK AT ME" Hades shouts to grab my attention after waking up suddenly with a fearful expression, my eyes frantically scanning the room for any sign of danger and sweat all over my forehead. My breathing becomes heavier and Hades noticed me looking alarmed and wrapped his hands around me and his chin on my head to comfort me, "Calm down baby, I'm here. You're safe, you don't need help anymore," My breathing calms down and Hades doesn't ask me what I was dreaming off in respect. "I'm sorry, I have these nightmares sometimes about my past and it gets me all anxious, mmh I'm not as tough as you think." He responds by kissing me sending me an okay message, "let me sing you something, alright amore?"  I lay down while in his arms, " Wise men say only fools rush in, but I can't help falling in love with you shall I stay?..." he sings beautifully and softly that I don't realise that I'm falling asleep.

"My heart shouldn't be beating this fast this quickly, I just don't want to hurt you, my love. You won't remember me saying this but I never ever want to hurt you." Elias whispers in hopes that I would be asleep. 

Why am I feeling this way? 


AUTHORS NOTE


THIS IS LIKE 4 DAYS LATE AND AYO THIS IS MY FAULT I GET THAT AND ALL BUT I'VE BEEN VERY VERY VERY BUSY SO SO I'M SORRY ANYWAYS HOW ARE WE FEELING ABT THEMMM????? ITS SO CUTE HE'S LIKE CONSIDERATE. LMFAOO LETS HOPE SHIT STAYS THE SAME. On a more serious note, the ending of that made me cry, as someone who experienced being sexually taken advantage of at the age of 9 it hurts a lot reliving shit and not knowing if it's your fault or not I'm not gonna get into details but I want you guys to see the pain and suffering the victim puts themselves through without support then getting the help needed later on.

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