⬆High⬆

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                 Suna Rintaro x Reader

!! Aged up Suna!!

Y/n's POV

It's been 3 weeks since Suna and I broke up. 3 fucking weeks had passed and I can't still move on, I tried everything just to forget the guy who was once my everything but anything that I do all I remember is him. I go to many different bars just to get drunk and went to sex clubs just to watch other people getting on but me, my standards are only for Suna, I wanted to forget him but I just can't. All i want is him and him alone, call me obsessed well so what? He was the only one who made me feel special in this shitty world even my parents think I'm a dissapointment but I don't give a fuck about what my parents say because he's there to tell me that I'm not.

Another night, another bar I'll try one of my attempts again to forget Suna. Hopefully I don't end up again in a bathtub all messed up again crying over Suna. An hour had passed and I already had 5 glass of beer and 2 sticks of cigarettes but still crying and thinking of the man I can't get rid off my mind. "Hey Ma'am do you like another glass of beer?" The bartender asked. I looked at him with a pissed expression. "Can't you see I'm having a moment here? but yes please give me another glass." I tried my best to answer as sober I can be.

I was awoken by a sound of a woman talking. "Ma'am we're about to close and we need you to leave the premises." Im guessing she's the manager of the bar.
I guess I passed out having too much beer. I shot the woman an apologetic look. "Oh I'm so sorry Miss." I said then left the bar and yes I already payed my bills before passing out.

I'm now walking my way to my car when I saw a familiar motorcycle. It was Suna's. I catch a glance of a beautiful woman riding with him. The drunkness I was feeling turned into anger. I am having a hard time to forget him by getting high and ruining my life then there's him moved on and with another woman. I'm not blaming him that my life is ruined but I still feel angry about it. Selfish? I know.

As soon as I saw Suna removed his helmet I ran as fast as possible into my car and drove away. I don't want to see his face because It will be more difficult to remove him into my mind again and I don't want him to see me because he might think I'm a stalker and that I haven't moved on yet although I haven't really moved on but I'm trying my best to do so. Once I went inside our house my parents are waiting for me behind the front door just like the other nights. "Where have you been?!"
"Is 3 am the time that a proper lady go home?!"
"You dissapoint us so much!"
"Why don't you be like your cousins? they're respectful and proper ladies unlike you!"

Well that's all they really said just like the other nights and I'm numb from it. I just shut them up by going up to my room.  I took a shower and went to bed.

I woke up to the sound of my alarm. It means that it's almost time for my first class, I'm at third year college I just know that I'm failing some of my classes not some probably all. I'm all dressed up now and ready to go to my school I didn't bother to eat breakfast at home since I know that my parents are gonna scold me.

Timeskip

Night time means bar time but this time I'm with my friend since she/he was the one who invited me. Couple of hours had passed and all I do now is drunk talking. I went to the dancefloor while holding a drink in my hand I was too drunk to notice that someone is trying to touch me. F/n tried to stop the guy that is touching me but he's just too stubborn suddenly F/n called someone but I'm too dizzy and my vision is now unclear to even notice whom he/she called. I was still dancing when a hand held my wrist tightly and took the drink off my hand.

I smelled his scent and it seems so familiar so I looked up to check who it was. I was shocked to see who's the owner of the scent, that's why it's so familiar. It was from the guy who I was trying to get off my mind, the guy who I can't move on from. He was pulling me toward the exit, i tried to remove his hand from my wrist but he's just holding it tightly. "Let go of me!" I shouted at him but he still didn't budge. "Why did you took my drink and stopped me from dancing?" I asked with a drunk tone.

"Let's go outside first then we will talk." Suna said in a blunt tone. "There's nothing to talk about Suna and I'm not getting out of here." I stubbornly said and tried to get out of his grasp. I saw him made a pissed off expression then suddenly he carried me like a sack of rice on his shoulders and went out of the bar. "Put me down asshole!" I shouted while slapping his back. I saw him making his way to his car and he put me down. "Why are you drinking that amount of alcohol?" He asked dryly. "It's none of your business." I answered covering the truth that I was trying to move on from him. "Do you even notice that the guy beside you is trying to touch you?" He asked while lighting a cigarette. "Yes I do  and to answer your next question to why I didn't stopped him because its none of your business and we're not in a relationship anymore. Now get lost, fuck off in my mind too please." I said avoiding eye contact. Once I was ready to have an eye contact I saw suna stared at me with a cold look and asked "why are you doing this?" I snapped hearing his question. "You wanna know the real reason why I get high everynight? It's because of you!" I said harsly poking his chest while he is staying silent listening to me. "I still haven't move on Suna but there you are, already found someone I saw you with a woman last night." I whispered but enough for Suna to hear.

"You broke up with me because you think you're bad for me, but look at me now I'm more ruined than ever. Please I need you." I cried out looking down being desperate. He look at me and blow a thick smoke to my face.
"I'm so sorry for leaving you I didn't expect it to go this way, and the girl that you saw me with is just one of the drunk sluts who keeps on bothering me to take her home no strings attached I swear." He said with a worried and concerned tone. He lift my face to make me look at him. I looked at him with my teary eyes and tried to get his cigarette to hit a smoke but instead he lift the cigarette up and planted a passionate kiss. I was suprised on his sudden action but I kissed back. We ended up making out. He pulled out and we were catching our breaths. "Please be mine again. You doing my eyeliner while sitting on my lap hits different baby."  He said with a glint of hope in his eyes. "Yes I'll be yours again Suna and do your eyeliner while sitting on your lap." I said and planted a soft kiss on his lips. He took my hand and put a bracelet on my wrist. It was our promise bracelets. "I thought you threw it away." I said. "Why would I? I didn't even removed mine." He said and showed me his wrist. I pulled him into a hug. "Please don't leave me ever again." I said tightening the hug. " I won't, we're together forever baby." He said while caressing the back of my head.

END~

A/n:
To whoever reading this (idek if someones gonna read this.)
Just to be clear Y/n is not disrespectful to her parents just because Suna broke up with her. Y/n is a rebel to her parents cause of her past (a past that I dont wanna dig in deeper) but anyway just enjoy this story if you didn't enjoyed it then force it jk.
🔥 I INSPIRED THIS PLOT BY HABITS BY TOVE LO.🔥

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