Big Mistake.

Chapter 2

Okay. I should probably explain from the beginning. Hi, I'm Jacob Shwartz. I go to Corstyle Highschool. I'm a Jr. I'm 16 years old, and I'm a nerd. And I'm really random. I have short brown hair, blue eyes, and I wear glasses. And I have no idea how to shut the fuck up. One other thing, I'm in love with this guy. That's right, big secrets out, I'm gay! Supriseeee. Anyway. The guy's name is Jonathan, and his sister, Jordan, is my best friend. Yeah I know what you're thinking. "SO MANY J NAMES." Well get this, I had an older brother. Yeah. Had. His name was Josh. When I was 15, sophomore year, he was a senior. Sadly about 2 weeks before his graduation, he shot himself in the chest. With a 9 millimeter. The same one I pointed at that stupid jock. What's even worse. I'm the one who found him dead. He was a really cool guy. Really handsome (NO I'M NOT HITTING ON MY BROTHER YOU SICK FUCKS) he had shaggy black hair and green eyes. And just like me he wore glasses. He wore a lot of band merch and black skinny jeans and shit. He was considered emo or something like that. I'm considered that too now. Anyway, sometimes we would sit in his room listening to music and talking about things that made him upset. I loved listening to his problems and trying to help him. He was the first person I told that I was gay. Josh got me to conquer my fear to tell my friend Jordan. She fangirled over me which I thought was funny. Oh sorry, I got off track like usual.  Anyway lets go back to the beginning of my Jr. Year. Which was like, 5 months ago.

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