It's been three days he haven't returned. Maybe he is gone....forever.
But after a week, he called me.
Phone bell rings
Should I pick the call? No.
After what I did to him, he don't deserve me nor I deserve him.
I ended up ingoring all the calls he did to me from this last week.
Two days past.
A week past.
Two week past.
Still not answering the calls.
Rings again.
I finally picked up, and he immediately spoke.
"Hello? Are you on the line?" he asked again.
"Hmm" that was all I replied.
"Ok so, umm, sorry for my bad behaviour towards you that day, maybe I have to move on. What happened is happened. Now I want to complete my life with you." I was happy but at the same time I don't wanted to hurt him again.
"I thought, if you are okay we can go for a date today evening?...." He got no response so he spoke.
"Well if you don't want then... I'll come tonight. We will spend some time?...or you can come at my pla-....are you even listening? Hello?"
"Sorry but I can't" I said.
"I know you are hurt but try to understand..." I heard him sighing.
"It's all smoky here"
"Smoke? What are you talking about?"
"I can barely see through it"
"Hey? Are you even know what are you speaking?.....Hello? Ok! I'm coming there, where are you? At home?....say something" I feel the uneasyness in these voice.
"Now everything is turning into ashes."
"wha- ashes? Just wait there, I'm com-" I cutted the call before he say something alse. And looked at the mess, I just made.
I can't live without you.
You never loved me. All I wanted is your love and your attention.
You came to me just because you are alone.
Now i wish you were gay.
